Sunday, November 29, 2009
Phuket wf my Inlaws..

The hotel we stayed...

our room...







The basin...



the couch in the room...



balcony...









the swimming pool

The largest shpg mall in Phuket

Patong Nite Life..

Sigh...

Last Thur I went for my usual follow up at TTSH. Guess what.. My results were bad.. My liver was affected. Doctor was worried.. Already I have non alcoholic fatty liver disease which range around 70-80? but now it shot up to 192 which is considered a dangerous range (only 1test). Reasons could be due to the hormone pills I took to ease my mense cramp which is the only cure for this. However, it seems that I am not suitable and it has affected my liver as well..

So, I have to take another round of blood test to test all the Liver Function (6test).. -.-"
Well, I am quite worried too.. cos for the last 2mths, my weight drop which I was half happy & half worry. Happy becos I finally slim down, WOrry becos whenever I slim down must be due to something happening in my body and which is now true enough. Cos every meal I took, I felt nausea and I practically took gastric med every day for the last 2 mths. I really thought it was the pill's side effect cos it will cause bloatedness, nausea feeling. Never did I expect it to be my liver problem.. Sad isn't it?

Well, what I am worried most is that I am seeing my doc this Fri, will my result shows negative and will Doc increase my dosage again. Though he say from the look, it does not seems like a flare of my disease but only the liver which is affected might be due to the hormone pills. Anyhow I just hope everything is fine for me!

Saturday, November 7, 2009
boring day

Wow.. long time since I last blog..

I was really busy the last few months.. The auditors came & we have like to run thru all the files to make sure all are in order.. every pc of email is in it, attachments, correspondences.. etc.. Siong..

Finally In Sept, the auditors came, inspect and went back to UK.. Thought we could just have a break.. Who knows, REnewal period is here.. print & running of stats, etc.. but not as siong as Flora's dept.. can have a camp fire nite every day.. hee :P

Me just took an Comm GI exam and have passed.. Yes!! I am left with one more paper PGI, then I will qualify to have this title, Cert in CGI.. in my name card (too bad, I don't have a namecard).. Anyway that is not important.. The most important thing is to gain at least a certified certificate after all these long years in this industry.. Yup..

Last nite 06.11.09 was our Co D&D.. Theme was "The Masquerade Nite".. The Emcees were Hossan Leong & Kumar.. They were hilarious.. As usual, HOssan is petite & funny while, Kumar is super "dirty" & funny.. his jokes really make you laugh thru out...

Well, I am not bad, I manage to won a S$400 Jet star Air ticket.. (this yr prize all air ticket) .. These tickets were unused due to unforseen circumstances in the earlier part of 2009 and therefore it became our lucky prizes..

Not too bad, I still won.. Well, will my luck continue?? I am considered quite lucky as my car plate came out reverse and I strike 1st prize... could have touch more.. but.. well, Lucky isn't me?? plus my S$400 Air ticket?? hee.. Hope my luck will continue all e way...

I've read next year fortune.. I am super "low" for next year.. therefore have to keep very low profile interms of health, money, career & relationship... -.-"

For those that are working hard or study hard.. Jiayou.. 2009 is ending.. welcome the brand new year of 2010... Good Luck, Good Health & Good Wealth.. HUAT AH!!!

Saturday, August 1, 2009
St James Nite

Last nite we went St James Power Station for our Quarterly SCG gathering.. Wow.. It has been almost 8years since I last went disco.. My last visit was to Zouk.. This round.. Not bad.. We meet up with Mike @ e entrance @ 930pm.. There was an event going on with Power 98FM, therefore, the nite starts only at 11.20pm..

We dance a little for about 20min at the dance floor.. Old ler, really not good at shaking.. the sound system is really good.. however, music so so.. not really high enough to make one shake or maybe becos the nite is still young.. I left very early, at about 12.20am cos my hubby come fetch me and he has to work on Sat, therefore... can't make him wait for me long ya..

Below are some pics taken.. not very sharp, but visible.. hahaha.. yup..






Dreamy drunk look

Aren't they compatible?? YES!!! ^^




Frostie & gf.. soooooo sweet...


haha.. Charlie Angels? (Left:-Flora, Zhen, Frost gf)



From left:- Clive, Frost, Weihao, Zedex



"5 hu jiang??" (Clive, Mike, Frost, Hao, Zedex)

Sunday, July 26, 2009
Dilemma

Last Fri, I went out with my ex colleagues and had our dinner at Harbour Front Dragon Gate Restaurant.. It was enjoyable talking to them.. Though not all turn up but we were having a good time.. Time flies when we are happy..weird isn't it.. We can practically talk about everything, vulgars one, sexy ones, gossips one and serious ones.. Its kinda release my mind & stress for that 3 hours......
Below is a photo of just few of us.. Haha.. no young ladies, all "Lao Cha Bos".. See below..




Anyway, yesterday I went to Toa Payoh Dr Koh's clinic for a 2nd opinion.. My appt was at 12.45 but I only get to see him at 3 He had advise me not to do the laparascopy at all. He see my gynae's u/sound result, to him, that is not very serious to do this opt. Reason being there was no cysts, no fibroids. Is only the ovary that looks a little swelling and of cos there are lots of eggs in the womb area? Sigh.. Dr Koh says if I do the surgery just to get rid of my pains and eggs, why not I take contraceptive pills.. Yasmin. This pill has got almost no side effects.. In fact not only will not gain weight, it helps to beautify one's skin and make you look younger and it will not cause any infertility. If you want pregnancy, just stop the pill, and you will be pregnant almost immediately so long as you are a healthy person.

Doc says even if I do the surgery, the problem will still recurr as the main issue here is menses blood. So long as I have menses blood I will have this problem recurr. That is why he suggested a hormone pill instead. According to him, this will reduce my menses flow and the number of days, which will help ease my pain, discomfort & water retention. However, this pill is only to help not to worsen my condition into developing cysts/cancer, etc.. It does not solve my existing conditions which I mentioned earlier on the clots/eggs in my womb. The only way is to do the surgery. So right now, his opinion is to try this pill for a month, thereafter if I find it ok, buy for another 5 months, and see him in Jan 2010 for review.

So my question here is should I take the pill and see if it helps on my discomfort first. Or should I go to Dr Koh and ask him to do the surgery and thereafter continue to take the pill then review in 6 months time.

Isn't this a 1 bird kill 2 stone solution? Arghhhh........ I am so sick of it.. Why are there so many problems here and only me has this problem.. Damn Sick of it.. T_T

Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Surgery?

I am in a dilemma. I've been diagnosed with Endometriosis & Adenomyosis which gives me pain & cramps during my menses. It has blood clots in my uterus, etc? sigh.. anyway it is not something that is good. Doc advised to go for a Laparascopy which is a key hole surgery to correct this problem.

Prior to this surgery, I will need to fast at least 6hrs & given something to drink to clear my bowels. ThereafterI'll be on drip & fluids during surgery. The anesthesist will then give me a mask to breathe into that will make me go to sleep.

The surgeon will make a small 1-1.5cm cut inside my naval & the laparoscope will be introduced. Co2 will be put into my abdomen thru a special instrument inserted into the navel and a gas help to distend the abdomen making it easier for the surgeon to see the internal organs. Gas will be release at the end of surgery. Then 2 or 3 small 1/2 cm cuts made into my abdoment to put other instruments to be able to perform the surgery. I will then be transferred into another room after an hour.

I may experience nausea and pain but still I will be on drip which maybe given injectable medication. This is a day surgery, I may allowed to go back after at least 4-6 hours of rest depending on surgeon's decision. Some people may stay for a nite.

After seeing these procedures really hold me back.

I am allowed to claim office ins with up to S$15K, but I have existing conditions which has never been declared to my office which then hold me back into doing this operation. What if I can't claim? Where do I in the world pool out the money? But when I ask the gynae, he say my existing disease has got no relations with this conditions at all.. Becos this is quite common found in women nowadays.. And he assured me that there are cases where patients are also claiming insurance has claimed in FULL.. Everyone tells me not to drag, go ahead and do since Doc already explained so clearly..

I ask the gynae how big are the chances of relapsing, he say less than 5%. So now what should I do? Can anyone give me advice? I really can't make up my mind.. How?
I feel so sad.. why do I always have this kind of problem where I just can't simply be let off. something must happen to me.. WHY? so sick of it.. T_T

I AM STRESSED...... IN MY HEALTH? MY WORK? MONEY........ T_T

Monday, July 13, 2009
Results

Drums rolling.... rollllllllll.....

After a careful & fair draw by my hubby, The invitation to my house is.... CHRISTMAS!!!(confirm no cheating)

Therefore SCG members, please remember the date is on the 19.12.09 (Sat).. For those who are coming, kindly share and buy a X'mas Log Cake... Each of you has to bring a present range from $10-$20..(something that is useful)

Timing wise will advise later.. Either in the noon or evening... whichever you guys prefer...(any suggestions??)

so see you guys on that day... ^^v