Monday, March 23, 2009
sianz

Last Fri on MC.. not becos I am sick with sorethroat or flu but was becos i hurt my upper waist.. haha.. can't even turn to my right or stretch out my right hand. Anyhow, went to see e co doc and tui.. Recover ler..

Yesterday, as usual go to my mother in law house.. Was really piss off with her comments. Can't she just simply spare a thought for me than to keep her conservative concept of having "chuan zong jie dai"..

As I was telling my sis in law that I went for my pedicure becos of my ingrown nails (which I have to go every once in a mth or two)..

My MIL starts her grumbling.. "Y u so stupid, go pedicure?" Face and body pretty can already, y wanna spend this kind of money.. "Y u so stupid? no one will see yr feet, y go and do such thing" "Y u so stupid, do you know that this amount of money can buy one can of milk powder?"
"Human is born to suffer, when we come to this earth, we are born to suffer, just do your part to do what you need to do and complete your task will do.. Y u so stupid, spend this kind of money, I live till this age, I never bother about my feet, this is not important, the important thing is to do what you have to complete"

All the above is what she is hinting to me why I did not give birth to a baby.. She always take me as other pple example. Cos got 1 lady don know who lah same illness as mine and gave birth 2 or 3 babies and she expect me to be the same.

Giving birth is easy, taking care and expenses is not lor.. Moreover, even my doc can't give me an exact answer whether I am FIT to be pregnant as there is one medication which will affect the foetus and that medicine is to control the leakage of protein from my kidney which is todate still leaking high lor.. and that is why you people see me so bloated still.

Why can't she have the hell of sympathise with me, she has never ask me how am I but rather only when am i giving birth? Ask me go adopt babies.. Y? If I want, I would wanna give birth myself, and if I can't, then forget about the whole thing..

Even my hubby also know and agreed with me and told my MIL many times. I really felt so "wei qu".. WTF, why don she care more about my illness, and what happen if my illness relapse, I may have to go thur abortion and it might endanger both me & my baby.. Must I pass thru the "HELL DOOR" only then she realise the danger? I really very piss off. For my character, I normally will confront her, but becos my hubby say don't agitate my MIL to let her worry, I always "swallow" back my anger and when I tel him off at home yesterday, he give me face to see..

I felt so unfair.. y should i suffer alone to carry this ... SHIT.. T_T

Wednesday, March 18, 2009
sick

Yesterday was a big commotion over the finance and the claims dept..

This old lady from Finance forever very "yaya".. when mistakes arises, she is the first one to push.. and the prob is, her duties becomes our duties.. and she can claim why we didn't use our inititative.. C'mon lah.. use her bloody brain lah.. Remittance belongs to Finance lor, checking which currency also finance lor.. Why shd we claims be the one asking on behalf of them and some more make a big hoo ha at the managment meeting.. Our boss -.-" admit we are wrong.. Faint leh.. This is also e 1st x we encounter such case and that lao char bo grumbling and grumbling.. really don't know what they want? Stupid old witch.. She really make my mood sucks for the last 2days.. But I still got xiaohao to hear me pouring my woes.. Thanks .. Seven..

Today when I woke up from my bed, I felt like as if I am dead.. Dead tired, no strength.. my voice becomes hoarse, cough, irritated throat.. Aww~~ I must hang on till Fri, then I can rest on weekends..

This weekend, will go do rebonding for my hair.. Oh my, is like a mad woman especially when the wind blows.. In e advertisement/MTV, wind blowing a lady's hair look so attractive and feminine, while mine .. haha.. look like xiao char bo..
zzz -.-"

Hee.. pray for my virus to go away and stay healthy... YES!!

Monday, March 16, 2009
rainy day

Its a rainy day today.. look gloomy, misty....

Last sat, me, flora & hon hon went to Sengkang to play 2hrs of badminton.. wahh.. really feel that our stamina seems stronger than the last session we had a week ago for just an hour..

It was at this Anchorvale Community Club.. There has got swimming pool/big splash?.. hmm indoor/outdoor.. its so new and clean.. there has got Mcdonald, 7-11, etc.. I as very impressed with the pool and the sports hall.. it has many court in the sports hall.. and... the TOILETS.. super clean with multiple bathrms too.. Good for us after a vigourous game.. hee.. Anyhow, hon hon & Flo Flo done most running & catching.. while I did smth hilarious and dangerous..

Instead of flying the shuttercock, I flew the racquet behind me and almost hit one ah neh.. haha.. he was like stunned while i laugh till i sat down on the floor.. An hour at court 8, an hour at court 6 which was next to the ah neh group.. he saw me and he switch place wif his kakis .. hahaha.. He worry that I will flung the racquet to him lah... wakkakaka :D

Anyhow, after this game, we went compass point had our lunch/dessert.. and went home at 3+pm and slept till 5+pm..

At nite, I still felt tired and slept thru out the next mrng till 8am, woke up to hv my b/f and slept at 12pm-2pm. Wake up to hv lunch and come home slept from 4.15pm to 6.15pm.. OMG, practically sleeping the whole day.. haha.. as usual went to my MIL hse and slept at 12.30am last nite.. Hmmm.. e weather outside make me wanna sleep now.. ~~yawn~~ :P

Tuesday, March 3, 2009
tired

WOW!! its been a long time since CNY that I tag in my blog again.. Recently has been so so so tired.. Just had our annual appraisal last Thur..This will determine our increment cum promotion (if any)..

Well, I was glad that my boss finally "sin mok" and know that I am good.. She has appraised me quite well as in her comments were "Judina is innovative, has initiative, always helpful, able to work under stress & with minimal guidance, she works fast & efficient and able to complete task/duty within stipulated time.."

Of cos, setback is "She is outspoken and needs to improve on letter writing"..

Well, I thought I had already write so well to our clients, and she expected more.. Hmmm.. anyhow, my boss had recommended me for promotion to Executive..

I don't dare to hope much cos she mentioned that is subject to approval and should it approved, don expect too much on $$.. However, she has requested either promotion or better increment should it is not approved..

Anyway, I am somehow glad that my hard work repays, I still have lots to learn anyway.. Hmmm.. I have some photos but too late and lazy to update now.. maybe over the weekend ba... Well, this sat, I m going for badminton.. woot...exercise time.. ^^v