Saturday, June 7, 2008
Rainy Sat

On e Mon, I called up e clinic & ask for my u/scan result.. it shows that there is no gall stones but fatty liver disease due to long term med.. anyhow, just don take oilyfood and don take too full.. do more exercise..

But somehow exercise is a little out for me leh.. maybe just walk lah.. cos i feel reali "chuan"... out of breath..even normal breathing oso feel "stress" in my lungs..

TOday went for my normal follow up, well.. result isn't tat good afterall but not worst.. protein still leak 1+ compared to last mth zero.. white cells drop again.. Doc say my Lupus is not well controlled and once again advise me to change my med to the exp or e cheaper one.. exp med too exp I don noe how well i can afford but i noe anytime can hit >$400/mth.. whereas e cheaper one, side effects will hv blood in urine and most impt, no ovulation every mth & will cause infertility in future or even "deformed babies".. it will nt be advisable to take if wanna get pregnant..

Be it the exp or cheap med, both need to take at least half yr..sigh... don noe what to say as I really don know what to do.. sianz T_T

Guess this is not a good b/day gift after all.. this year is e worst.. is a "SICK" BDAY.. T_T