Monday, January 21, 2008

Sometimes, I really no like CNY. Every yr, there is bound to hv arguments. I see alot of my frens hv no such prob except me. As a DIL, I try to fulfil as much as I can, NY Eve shd go to MIL hse for dinner tats for sure. Every yr we did e same & this yr I would like to eat at my grandma pl. Every yr was been asked to stay but becos we hve to comply to MIL hse, tats why we did not. But last nite this topic was brought up again. Every yr I hv to run 2place which is my Grandpa & the other is grandma side. I normally stay 1hr at GP pl which is @ J/West & my GM which is WDL very near to my MIL hse. I suggested to go up MIL hse & leave in e noon thereafter go my GP hse for 1hr then GM hse for dinner and leave at 7.30pm to my MIL hse whereby all e relatives will still be ard, & shd still be eating dinner. Then He not happy & suggetsted if I find it so hard, then I can eat CNY Eve dinner @ my mum hse & Day 1 dinner @ my GM hse whereby he can go alone. I damn super piss off.. Why can't he compromise as in I already try my best to "qian jiu" e timing, y can't he just see e pix. Day 1 all e relatives are ard and if I were to go back on Day 2, who e hell are we going to "bai nian" No one is ard at all.. And to me, early mrng, I go up inlaw hse to "bai nian" is to respect her, In other aspect, I don see I've done anything wrong as in I try my best that I will wanna go up there as soon 7.30pm & this is where all relatives just start to eat onli.. This thing made me slept very late last nite as it reali pissing me off. And when I finally can get to slp, I dream of Val, I did not see her face at all, but she was at my living room going to kitchen wearing white shirt. And i called her, but she didn't respond and when I call her again, i noe she turn over but no head.. At this moment, though in bed I pondering to open my eyes as i sense a lite shining at my eyes but as I try to open I can't. And when I did, I shouted very loud cos is like as if been pressed down.. and tat time was already 3am. Last nite was really a tough nite.. How I wish every CNY is so normal like my other frens whereby they don hv to compromise anything... Sianz -.-