Thursday, January 17, 2008
Angry Thursday

Sometime I really wonder why do we need to look at how other look at us in order to live.. Is others' impression really tat important.. What I am talking now is actually about my work place.. WHY WHY WHY???? Before office hour I can't even do things I want.. What rule is that.. I am listening to my IPOD (thru earpc) before office hour but I was told not to because "START WORK LE"!!! HUH? 8.40am onli.. 9am is my official working hours.. Wat's the prob? Then today I was told again.. I was asked not to leave on dot 6pm, how would other people think??? We are actually shorthanded but if I were to leave on dot people would think otherwise.. WHy must we think so much.. We are responsible of what we do isn't it.. Then another word came out "Our perfomance review is coming".. What has this got to do with I leave on dot or not.. WHY I CAN'T DO MY OWN THINGS BEFORE & AFTER WORKING HOURS!!!.. Its so sickening.. I am here to work not to sign my life contract.. So today I work till 6.50pm and my boss work till 6.20pm only.. Of cos they don leave on dot all the time but what I mean is why make life so difficult.. Even how I write an email/letter also have to be pinalised. Slightly more well versed in excel also another prob for me.. why becos they say, I confused them.. Wa.. I really have nothing to say anymore.. I got nowhere to vexed my frustration. Really what the hack.. I've been feeling very sad and lousy.. Don't know is it becos I took 2days MC, they super not happy but I am really sick even till now, I still have sexy voice.. the whole office can hear and will know I am sick.. OH, I am really so angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!