Bootie-Bootiees

Phuket wf my Inlaws..

2009-11-29T12:24:00.004+08:00

I went Phuket with my in laws on 14-16 Nov'09. Its a nice place there, however, the kids are a troublesome things.. They either throw tantrums or show no interest. I did not have a chance to step onto the beach, I did not have enough shopping and neither did I buy anything for myself at all.. sigh.. Nevertheless, it was still fun and nice..

I am going back to Phuket on 01-04 Jan'10. This round without the kids, hahaha... I am going with my hubby, my mum & aunt.. 4 of us.. We'll be going to Phi Phi Island too... I will take nice photos and put it in my blog. Meanwhile, some of the pics during my last trip shown as follows:-

The hotel we stayed...

our room...

The basin...

the couch in the room...

balcony...

the swimming pool

The largest shpg mall in Phuket

Patong Nite Life..

Sigh...

2009-11-29T12:15:00.002+08:00

Last Thur I went for my usual follow up at TTSH. Guess what.. My results were bad.. My liver was affected. Doctor was worried.. Already I have non alcoholic fatty liver disease which range around 70-80? but now it shot up to 192 which is considered a dangerous range (only 1test). Reasons could be due to the hormone pills I took to ease my mense cramp which is the only cure for this. However, it seems that I am not suitable and it has affected my liver as well..

So, I have to take another round of blood test to test all the Liver Function (6test).. -.-"
Well, I am quite worried too.. cos for the last 2mths, my weight drop which I was half happy & half worry. Happy becos I finally slim down, WOrry becos whenever I slim down must be due to something happening in my body and which is now true enough. Cos every meal I took, I felt nausea and I practically took gastric med every day for the last 2 mths. I really thought it was the pill's side effect cos it will cause bloatedness, nausea feeling. Never did I expect it to be my liver problem.. Sad isn't it?

Well, what I am worried most is that I am seeing my doc this Fri, will my result shows negative and will Doc increase my dosage again. Though he say from the look, it does not seems like a flare of my disease but only the liver which is affected might be due to the hormone pills. Anyhow I just hope everything is fine for me!

boring day

2009-11-07T21:31:00.003+08:00

Wow.. long time since I last blog..

I was really busy the last few months.. The auditors came & we have like to run thru all the files to make sure all are in order.. every pc of email is in it, attachments, correspondences.. etc.. Siong..

Finally In Sept, the auditors came, inspect and went back to UK.. Thought we could just have a break.. Who knows, REnewal period is here.. print & running of stats, etc.. but not as siong as Flora's dept.. can have a camp fire nite every day.. hee :P

Me just took an Comm GI exam and have passed.. Yes!! I am left with one more paper PGI, then I will qualify to have this title, Cert in CGI.. in my name card (too bad, I don't have a namecard).. Anyway that is not important.. The most important thing is to gain at least a certified certificate after all these long years in this industry.. Yup..

Last nite 06.11.09 was our Co D&D.. Theme was "The Masquerade Nite".. The Emcees were Hossan Leong & Kumar.. They were hilarious.. As usual, HOssan is petite & funny while, Kumar is super "dirty" & funny.. his jokes really make you laugh thru out...

Well, I am not bad, I manage to won a S$400 Jet star Air ticket.. (this yr prize all air ticket) .. These tickets were unused due to unforseen circumstances in the earlier part of 2009 and therefore it became our lucky prizes..

Not too bad, I still won.. Well, will my luck continue?? I am considered quite lucky as my car plate came out reverse and I strike 1st prize... could have touch more.. but.. well, Lucky isn't me?? plus my S$400 Air ticket?? hee.. Hope my luck will continue all e way...

I've read next year fortune.. I am super "low" for next year.. therefore have to keep very low profile interms of health, money, career & relationship... -.-"

For those that are working hard or study hard.. Jiayou.. 2009 is ending.. welcome the brand new year of 2010... Good Luck, Good Health & Good Wealth.. HUAT AH!!!

St James Nite

2009-08-01T11:56:00.005+08:00

Last nite we went St James Power Station for our Quarterly SCG gathering.. Wow.. It has been almost 8years since I last went disco.. My last visit was to Zouk.. This round.. Not bad.. We meet up with Mike @ e entrance @ 930pm.. There was an event going on with Power 98FM, therefore, the nite starts only at 11.20pm..

We dance a little for about 20min at the dance floor.. Old ler, really not good at shaking.. the sound system is really good.. however, music so so.. not really high enough to make one shake or maybe becos the nite is still young.. I left very early, at about 12.20am cos my hubby come fetch me and he has to work on Sat, therefore... can't make him wait for me long ya..

Below are some pics taken.. not very sharp, but visible.. hahaha.. yup..

Dreamy drunk look

Aren't they compatible?? YES!!! ^^

Frostie & gf.. soooooo sweet...

haha.. Charlie Angels? (Left:-Flora, Zhen, Frost gf)

From left:- Clive, Frost, Weihao, Zedex

"5 hu jiang??" (Clive, Mike, Frost, Hao, Zedex)

Dilemma

2009-07-26T08:08:00.008+08:00

Last Fri, I went out with my ex colleagues and had our dinner at Harbour Front Dragon Gate Restaurant.. It was enjoyable talking to them.. Though not all turn up but we were having a good time.. Time flies when we are happy..weird isn't it.. We can practically talk about everything, vulgars one, sexy ones, gossips one and serious ones.. Its kinda release my mind & stress for that 3 hours......
Below is a photo of just few of us.. Haha.. no young ladies, all "Lao Cha Bos".. See below..

Anyway, yesterday I went to Toa Payoh Dr Koh's clinic for a 2nd opinion.. My appt was at 12.45 but I only get to see him at 3 He had advise me not to do the laparascopy at all. He see my gynae's u/sound result, to him, that is not very serious to do this opt. Reason being there was no cysts, no fibroids. Is only the ovary that looks a little swelling and of cos there are lots of eggs in the womb area? Sigh.. Dr Koh says if I do the surgery just to get rid of my pains and eggs, why not I take contraceptive pills.. Yasmin. This pill has got almost no side effects.. In fact not only will not gain weight, it helps to beautify one's skin and make you look younger and it will not cause any infertility. If you want pregnancy, just stop the pill, and you will be pregnant almost immediately so long as you are a healthy person.

Doc says even if I do the surgery, the problem will still recurr as the main issue here is menses blood. So long as I have menses blood I will have this problem recurr. That is why he suggested a hormone pill instead. According to him, this will reduce my menses flow and the number of days, which will help ease my pain, discomfort & water retention. However, this pill is only to help not to worsen my condition into developing cysts/cancer, etc.. It does not solve my existing conditions which I mentioned earlier on the clots/eggs in my womb. The only way is to do the surgery. So right now, his opinion is to try this pill for a month, thereafter if I find it ok, buy for another 5 months, and see him in Jan 2010 for review.

So my question here is should I take the pill and see if it helps on my discomfort first. Or should I go to Dr Koh and ask him to do the surgery and thereafter continue to take the pill then review in 6 months time.

Isn't this a 1 bird kill 2 stone solution? Arghhhh........ I am so sick of it.. Why are there so many problems here and only me has this problem.. Damn Sick of it.. T_T

Surgery?

2009-07-22T21:41:00.002+08:00

I am in a dilemma. I've been diagnosed with Endometriosis & Adenomyosis which gives me pain & cramps during my menses. It has blood clots in my uterus, etc? sigh.. anyway it is not something that is good. Doc advised to go for a Laparascopy which is a key hole surgery to correct this problem.

Prior to this surgery, I will need to fast at least 6hrs & given something to drink to clear my bowels. ThereafterI'll be on drip & fluids during surgery. The anesthesist will then give me a mask to breathe into that will make me go to sleep.

The surgeon will make a small 1-1.5cm cut inside my naval & the laparoscope will be introduced. Co2 will be put into my abdomen thru a special instrument inserted into the navel and a gas help to distend the abdomen making it easier for the surgeon to see the internal organs. Gas will be release at the end of surgery. Then 2 or 3 small 1/2 cm cuts made into my abdoment to put other instruments to be able to perform the surgery. I will then be transferred into another room after an hour.

I may experience nausea and pain but still I will be on drip which maybe given injectable medication. This is a day surgery, I may allowed to go back after at least 4-6 hours of rest depending on surgeon's decision. Some people may stay for a nite.

After seeing these procedures really hold me back.

I am allowed to claim office ins with up to S$15K, but I have existing conditions which has never been declared to my office which then hold me back into doing this operation. What if I can't claim? Where do I in the world pool out the money? But when I ask the gynae, he say my existing disease has got no relations with this conditions at all.. Becos this is quite common found in women nowadays.. And he assured me that there are cases where patients are also claiming insurance has claimed in FULL.. Everyone tells me not to drag, go ahead and do since Doc already explained so clearly..

I ask the gynae how big are the chances of relapsing, he say less than 5%. So now what should I do? Can anyone give me advice? I really can't make up my mind.. How?
I feel so sad.. why do I always have this kind of problem where I just can't simply be let off. something must happen to me.. WHY? so sick of it.. T_T

I AM STRESSED...... IN MY HEALTH? MY WORK? MONEY........ T_T

Results

2009-07-13T13:20:00.004+08:00

Drums rolling.... rollllllllll.....

After a careful & fair draw by my hubby, The invitation to my house is.... CHRISTMAS!!!(confirm no cheating)

Therefore SCG members, please remember the date is on the 19.12.09 (Sat).. For those who are coming, kindly share and buy a X'mas Log Cake... Each of you has to bring a present range from $10-$20..(something that is useful)

Timing wise will advise later.. Either in the noon or evening... whichever you guys prefer...(any suggestions??)

so see you guys on that day... ^^v

Boy Over Flowers (Korean F4)

2009-07-11T17:53:00.007+08:00

Hey Guys, have anyone of you watch "Boys Over Flower"? I am so mesmerized by their handsome looks.. Guess what, Lee Min Ho's birthday is one day after me.. and my Favourite "Ji Hoo" is also a Gemini.. Oh My.. I just love them so much.. Muacks Muacks... Below are their handsome pics.. Enjoy... wakakaka ^^v

Profile
Name: 이민호 / Lee Min Ho
(Goo Joon Pyo)- Boy Over Flowers
Profession: Actor
Birthdate: 1987-Jun-22
Height: 185cm
Star sign: Cancer
Blood type: A

Profile
Name: 김현중 / Kim Hyun Joong (Gim Hyeon Jung)
(Yoon Ji Hoo)- Boy Over Flowers
Profession: Actor, singer
Birthdate: 1986-Jun-6
Birthplace: Seoul, South Korea
Height: 180cm
Weight: 68kg
Blood type: B
Star sign: Gemini

Profile
Name: 구혜선 / Koo Hye Sun (Gu Hye Seon)
(Geum Jan Di)-Boy Over Flowers
Profession: Actress and singer
Birthdate: 1984-Nov-09
Birthplace: Seoul, South Korea
Height: 163cm
Weight: 42kg
Star sign: Scorpio
Blood type: A

Profile
Name: 김범 / Kim Bum
Real Name: 김상범 / Kim Sang Bum
(So Yi Jung)- Boy Over Flowers
Profession: Actor
Birthdate: 1989-Jul-07
Height: 181cm
Weight: 63kg
Star sign: Cancer

Profile
Name: 김준 / Kim Joon (Kim Jun)
Real name: 김형준 / Kim Hyung Joon (Kim Hyeong Jun
(Song Woo Bin)- Boy Over Flowers
Profession: Singer and actor
Birthdate: 1984-Feb-03
Height: 183cm
Weight: 64kg
Star sign: Aquarius
Blood type: O

Profile
Name: 김소은 / Kim So Eun
(Chu Ga Eul)- Boy Over Flowers
Profession: Actress
Birthdate: 1989-Sep-06
Star sign: Virgo
Blood type: O

MC

2009-06-27T00:33:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I took leave but I woke up at 5am, went out at 5.30am which is even earlier than my normal working days.. Becos, I went to Q to see the famous Chinese Doc at Jurong East near IMM. You need to wake up early to Q and see her.. After she "ba mai", she say that my blood is thick and I have got fatty liver (due to steroids & of cos my diet contributes some).. thereafter she say I need to be on a stringent diet which I think is quite difficult. Next she say, I have 3 "liu" in my womb.. and she need me to go to a gynae whom she refer at Gleneagles for an u/sound scan.. which is gonna cost me another bomb..

Sometimes I don't know why I just some how feel that my entire life afflicts with the doctors. I need to see them all the time.. and is forever seeing doctors for different diagnosis.. I really felt despair.. Though this is not something serious but just some how or rather "sian"...

After seeing the chinese doc, I went to TTSH for my blood test.. and I waited till 415pm then I get to see my doctor but my lab test are unusually good. Meanwhile, I also went for my knee cap x-ray cos I had a fall about 2mths ago, and it still hurts when i walk down the stairs or when i stand up after a long sit.. Well, the x-ray was ok.. I am fine, no cracked.. Thank God.. I just need time to heal..

Wish Me Good Health.....

Just finish Transformer 2 an hour ago.. This show is 2.5hrs long and is fantastic nice.. You don't feel the show draggy and neither do you feel is 2.5hrs.. I went to watch with Flora & my hubby's cousin & gf... Just simply so comical & nice... I will give 4.5/5.. Awesome show.. Must watch..

2009-06-24T15:22:00.000+08:00

Wonder Girls
Nobody lyrics

You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

nan sirheunde wae nal mireonaeryeogo hani jakku naemareun deutji anko
wae ireoke dareun namjaege nal bonaeryeo hani eotteoke ireoni

nal wihae geureotan geu mal
neon bujokhadaneun geu mal
ijen geumanhae neon nareul aljanha wae wonhajido annneungeol gangyohae

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

nan joheunde nan haengbokhande neoman isseumyeon dwae deo baralge eomneunde
nugul mannaseo haengbokharan geoya nan neol tteonaseo haengbokhal su eobseo

nal wihae geureotan geu mal
neon bujokhadaneun geu mal
mari an doeneun mariran geol wae molla niga eobsi eotteoke haengbokhae

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want nobody body body.I don't want nobody body
naneun jeongmal niga animyeon niga animyeon sirtan mallya a~

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

RAP)
Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
modeunge neomuna kkumman gatatdeon geuttaero doragago sipeunde
wae jakku nareul mireonaeryeo hae
Why do you push me away.
I don't want nobody nobody
Nobody nobody but you.

happy

2009-06-23T13:58:00.004+08:00

Last Fri, JLT RE had a bowling game.. which is our team outing.. had a hard time bowliing, oh my.. my thumb "po pi", so painful.. most of the time the ball is in long kang.. haha.. well it was fun, after 2 game, we went dinner at VIVO, Garuda Padang.. Nice Indonesian Food..and left about 9pm plus..hoo.. next day still got to chiong for SCG outing..

Sat, 20.06.09, SCG outing.. they celebrate my birthday for me.. which my actual day falls on 21.06.09.. I am 32 yrs old as of now.. Poor me, so old...
It was fun, we had 3hrs of singing at the Jurong Safra Kbox.. I had beer pour onto my pants, legs & slipper.. Oh my, so clumsy and I have to wear Mikey's slipper... wakakaka :D

Thereafter the KTV, we went for a short tea break at Long John Silver, becos we have to wait for Weihao to come.. and we waited till 7.30pm then he reached. We had our dinner at Ajisen.. food wise.. so so nia..chat till around 830pm.. we left ... shop a while and we go home.. Nice day, thank you so muchie... SCG...Thanks for the cake, the effort and the time spent for my bird day..

Sunday, 21.06.09, my hubby and I woke up early, he went to wash his car cos very dirty. Thereafter, we went out to Plaza Hotel Beach Road for buffet at "Plaza Brasserie".. Very nice food.. (food photos will post lata).. Wif Safra Card we get to less 15% off.. due to Father Day.. If not all days are 25% off... we start at 12pm and finish about 1.30pm.. After the lunch, we proceed to Isetan Scotts and bought some cosmetics, underwear, socks, etc.. hahaha.. we reach home around 6pm.. super tired.. and went on to bed about 10pm.. Battery flat totally.. =.= after consecutive 3days of chiong.. Lao Ler.. no energy.. Anyway, see my food spread at Plaza Hotel..

Food Spread

My ah lao's plate

Prata wif sardine/durian/plain/egg

Favourite soft shell crab wif MAYO.. wah

Sweet Cakes

Sweet sweet desserts...

Tapioca wif coconut.. yummy !! sedap...

my ah lao's dessert ... kekek :D

Ah Lao's dessert Part II

By e way, SCG out there... I intend to invite you all to my house.. Though is a bit early, I would prefer to let you all vote and the most vote will set the date to my house.. and there should not be any excuse that you are unable to make it.. Please bear in mind, Voting is compulsory, Attendance is a must... wakakaka XD..

Xmas Period:- 19.12.09 (SCG pls share to buy a small log cake)
Food wise, I will prepare!! Gift exchange, I will set up my mini mini Xmas Tree and kindly put your name tag on the gift and place under the tree.. range from $15-$20

CNY Period:- 20.02.2010 (SCG, pls share & buy a Yu Sheng)
Food wise, I will prepare!! we play black jack..

All the above dates are a Saturday.. For my preference is on Xmas Day because we have never celebrate Xmas together before.. and is 1 wk before, I guess it should be alright.. so 1 vote is on Xmas ler.. Another 10 votes to go.. Kindly vote on my blog.. Thank you and I look forward to see the most votes ya... :D

normal

2009-05-25T13:28:00.002+08:00

Wow, its been more than a month since my last update..

Sat, went to see doc again .. =.=
This time round, I have blood discharge.. feel a little pain, and is also due to infection cos my urine was concentrated and visiting toilet frequently..Well, I am actually very worried.. cos I really don't know why there is blood.. doc scare me by telling me the consequences.. cervical cancer, ovary cancer.. etc..

Cos wif my illness, I am more prone to infection and has to take care doubly than others.. She took my urine and some scrappy thing for lab test..

Result will be out this wk.. Pray that I am alright..

Good news, last Fri, TOTO, I've touched.. is a shared ticket wif my colic of total S$1201.. Group 3.. so after sharing, is $100/each

My another group of colics touched too.. Group 2 and they touch $50K, each of them approx $2800.. wow.. so envy.. Actually I could have touch too but i reject their offer cos I have already shared wif my group.. If not.. haha.. I would have strike even more..

Pls pray I am alright..

Recovering

2009-04-09T09:33:00.003+08:00

This morning 8.15am, my co doc called me to tell me my blood test results. She say my blood test platelets count are normal however my white cells count are relatively low so I am under bacteria infection. However, she is not giving me any antibiotic since my fever subsided after her powerful jab. It drop from 38.4 to 35.8..

But I will still need to monitor closely for the weekend as I still have body ache now. Should my fever recurr, I will have to bring her letter and admit to A&E immediately.

Thank God, I am in a recovering stage and also glad that it was not happening next wk whereby I will in Bangkok with my co.. if not I don know what will happen to me? sleeping in the hotel? Oh My, I have to be very careful with my food nowadays.. Old liao.. resistance low.. hmmm..

Anyhow, pray hard I rest well and recover by weekend and Monday start my day again.. YES!!!

Last but not least, Thanks to those who care for me.. cheerios.. :D

sick

2009-04-07T17:05:00.002+08:00

Today is a gloomy day.. Am having a fever, up and down..
Sat nite, I start to feel the reflux of my stomach again, Sunday nite practically also can't sleep well. By Monday morning with a fever of 38 degree, Doc gave me 1.5days cos by the time I see her was already 11+am. She wanted to give me up to Wed, I told her no need. I thot I'll be ok by then.

But now my fever subside when I take panadol, and come back after that. I can't sleep well too, body ache, headache.. Bought a ling yang, drank didn't really work, in the end, "lao sai"..

I called my co doc, but she went off ler.. sigh.. guess tmr mrng I shall see how it goes, if I still having fever, I think I'll still need another day of MC and who knows another 2days.. I may oso need anti biotic too.. zzz..

Wish me well, next wknd, I'll be going co trip, BKK.. Oh my..

sianz

2009-03-23T13:13:00.002+08:00

Last Fri on MC.. not becos I am sick with sorethroat or flu but was becos i hurt my upper waist.. haha.. can't even turn to my right or stretch out my right hand. Anyhow, went to see e co doc and tui.. Recover ler..

Yesterday, as usual go to my mother in law house.. Was really piss off with her comments. Can't she just simply spare a thought for me than to keep her conservative concept of having "chuan zong jie dai"..

As I was telling my sis in law that I went for my pedicure becos of my ingrown nails (which I have to go every once in a mth or two)..

My MIL starts her grumbling.. "Y u so stupid, go pedicure?" Face and body pretty can already, y wanna spend this kind of money.. "Y u so stupid? no one will see yr feet, y go and do such thing" "Y u so stupid, do you know that this amount of money can buy one can of milk powder?"
"Human is born to suffer, when we come to this earth, we are born to suffer, just do your part to do what you need to do and complete your task will do.. Y u so stupid, spend this kind of money, I live till this age, I never bother about my feet, this is not important, the important thing is to do what you have to complete"

All the above is what she is hinting to me why I did not give birth to a baby.. She always take me as other pple example. Cos got 1 lady don know who lah same illness as mine and gave birth 2 or 3 babies and she expect me to be the same.

Giving birth is easy, taking care and expenses is not lor.. Moreover, even my doc can't give me an exact answer whether I am FIT to be pregnant as there is one medication which will affect the foetus and that medicine is to control the leakage of protein from my kidney which is todate still leaking high lor.. and that is why you people see me so bloated still.

Why can't she have the hell of sympathise with me, she has never ask me how am I but rather only when am i giving birth? Ask me go adopt babies.. Y? If I want, I would wanna give birth myself, and if I can't, then forget about the whole thing..

Even my hubby also know and agreed with me and told my MIL many times. I really felt so "wei qu".. WTF, why don she care more about my illness, and what happen if my illness relapse, I may have to go thur abortion and it might endanger both me & my baby.. Must I pass thru the "HELL DOOR" only then she realise the danger? I really very piss off. For my character, I normally will confront her, but becos my hubby say don't agitate my MIL to let her worry, I always "swallow" back my anger and when I tel him off at home yesterday, he give me face to see..

I felt so unfair.. y should i suffer alone to carry this ... SHIT.. T_T

sick

2009-03-18T13:20:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a big commotion over the finance and the claims dept..

This old lady from Finance forever very "yaya".. when mistakes arises, she is the first one to push.. and the prob is, her duties becomes our duties.. and she can claim why we didn't use our inititative.. C'mon lah.. use her bloody brain lah.. Remittance belongs to Finance lor, checking which currency also finance lor.. Why shd we claims be the one asking on behalf of them and some more make a big hoo ha at the managment meeting.. Our boss -.-" admit we are wrong.. Faint leh.. This is also e 1st x we encounter such case and that lao char bo grumbling and grumbling.. really don't know what they want? Stupid old witch.. She really make my mood sucks for the last 2days.. But I still got xiaohao to hear me pouring my woes.. Thanks .. Seven..

Today when I woke up from my bed, I felt like as if I am dead.. Dead tired, no strength.. my voice becomes hoarse, cough, irritated throat.. Aww~~ I must hang on till Fri, then I can rest on weekends..

This weekend, will go do rebonding for my hair.. Oh my, is like a mad woman especially when the wind blows.. In e advertisement/MTV, wind blowing a lady's hair look so attractive and feminine, while mine .. haha.. look like xiao char bo..
zzz -.-"

Hee.. pray for my virus to go away and stay healthy... YES!!

rainy day

2009-03-16T13:11:00.002+08:00

Its a rainy day today.. look gloomy, misty....

Last sat, me, flora & hon hon went to Sengkang to play 2hrs of badminton.. wahh.. really feel that our stamina seems stronger than the last session we had a week ago for just an hour..

It was at this Anchorvale Community Club.. There has got swimming pool/big splash?.. hmm indoor/outdoor.. its so new and clean.. there has got Mcdonald, 7-11, etc.. I as very impressed with the pool and the sports hall.. it has many court in the sports hall.. and... the TOILETS.. super clean with multiple bathrms too.. Good for us after a vigourous game.. hee.. Anyhow, hon hon & Flo Flo done most running & catching.. while I did smth hilarious and dangerous..

Instead of flying the shuttercock, I flew the racquet behind me and almost hit one ah neh.. haha.. he was like stunned while i laugh till i sat down on the floor.. An hour at court 8, an hour at court 6 which was next to the ah neh group.. he saw me and he switch place wif his kakis .. hahaha.. He worry that I will flung the racquet to him lah... wakkakaka :D

Anyhow, after this game, we went compass point had our lunch/dessert.. and went home at 3+pm and slept till 5+pm..

At nite, I still felt tired and slept thru out the next mrng till 8am, woke up to hv my b/f and slept at 12pm-2pm. Wake up to hv lunch and come home slept from 4.15pm to 6.15pm.. OMG, practically sleeping the whole day.. haha.. as usual went to my MIL hse and slept at 12.30am last nite.. Hmmm.. e weather outside make me wanna sleep now.. ~~yawn~~ :P

tired

2009-03-03T21:53:00.002+08:00

WOW!! its been a long time since CNY that I tag in my blog again.. Recently has been so so so tired.. Just had our annual appraisal last Thur..This will determine our increment cum promotion (if any)..

Well, I was glad that my boss finally "sin mok" and know that I am good.. She has appraised me quite well as in her comments were "Judina is innovative, has initiative, always helpful, able to work under stress & with minimal guidance, she works fast & efficient and able to complete task/duty within stipulated time.."

Of cos, setback is "She is outspoken and needs to improve on letter writing"..

Well, I thought I had already write so well to our clients, and she expected more.. Hmmm.. anyhow, my boss had recommended me for promotion to Executive..

I don't dare to hope much cos she mentioned that is subject to approval and should it approved, don expect too much on $$.. However, she has requested either promotion or better increment should it is not approved..

Anyway, I am somehow glad that my hard work repays, I still have lots to learn anyway.. Hmmm.. I have some photos but too late and lazy to update now.. maybe over the weekend ba... Well, this sat, I m going for badminton.. woot...exercise time.. ^^v

CNY

2009-01-27T18:44:00.002+08:00

This is the 2nd day of CNY, exceptionally tired.. We've been busy since SUnday, the eve of CNY..

CNY Eve
My hubby & I went to my mum place for reunion in the noon & "shun bian da bao" for CNY1 breakfast.. thereafter we went over to my In law hse for dinner.. Food was really a lot & sumptous.. As usual steamboat at my MIL hse but this round no BBQ and we stay on till 12am to pray.. reach home at 1am.. we flat on e bed after our cold bath.. hahaha..

CNY 1, wake up at 0830 & start reheatng the rice which was cooked on the eve.. Superstitious to say this is let us have surplus over the next year.. Hee.. reheat the food brought from my mum place and ate.. start bathing/makeup and we left hse at 11.05am..

Journey 1, we went to our in law hse to greet them "Gong Xi Fa Cai" and sat down for half hour.. 2, we went to my mum house @ Bt Batok to fetch her and stay on at her house for half hour.. 3, next we went to Ah Gong hse @ Jurong West & stay on 1hr.. 4, we went to Ah Ma hse @ Marsiling & stay on for some snacks/food till 6.30pm which is about 4hrs.. 5, we went to my in law hse again and stay on till 11pm.

We are like "pao ger tai" running all over the North West area.. Sweat & tired..

CNY2
So today, we went out from 0930am to have our "Big BF" @ Mcdonalds and went to my mum hse for lunch & left at about 0330pm.. we decided to stay on at my mum pl to watch "pirated DVDs".. no place to wander and as I changed into my pyjamas, my sis brought her BF to wish Happy New Yr.. Oh My, I was like "Arghhhhhhhhh..." Quickly rush into the toilet and change into my suit again.. So malu...

By 4pm, we reach home on our air con and watch the DVD again for half hour but am really too tired to continue... we slept till 630pm and now awake to update my blog really writing nonsence over here.. ~~Awww~~ I hate CNY... I have to give ang bao & yet no return... so shack... so boring..

Time flies, I've taken leave since Fri to do remaining spring cleaning, after tmr, I be back to work again on Thurs.. so lazy...... Anyhow, tmr, I will still go to office to on my pc and flip my files.. hee.. cos tmr is a good day to "start" work and I just do a "kai gong" style...

Anyway, still wish everyone a very Happy New Yr, past thru this difficult year smoothly with great health.. JY!!!

Angry

2009-01-17T09:51:00.004+08:00

Its been more than a month since my last update in Dec'08. It was not a really good start for 2009. Don't Know Why.........

Our office are shifting to 27th floor in Feb'09.. The commotion has been going on for the arranging of seats. Initially i've got quite a good seats which I am quite satisfied with, however my boss thinks that her place is too big which suits more for our Director to take. So she suggested moving out which I agree becos that was near the Tech Dept which we need to liase with very often. In the end, our claims dept was arranged to sit at the most common, exposed & rowdy area, which none of us like it..

So, we rejected and create unhapiness. Actually, I really don't understand, Y in the first place our dept has to sit there, Y we cannot reject and must accept, Y we can't have our suggestion? Y Y Y?????

So advice was given, if we make noise, changes can be made, fine! if it can't, we should keep low key! After hearing this, I know that nothing can be change, we have no say and I m mental prepared that our dept are gonna take the worst place of all.

Thur, I took half day due to migrane and when I came back on Fri, my boss say she has something to talk about the sitting arrangement again. Well, this time change. Our Dept need not take that worst seat.. ONLY ME will be sitting there together with Flora & another colic..

Of cos I am angry & asked my boss Y am I the only one sitting there, she explained due to space constraint & my dept is near me ah, just behind diagonally nia.. But to me that is not the point. She further explained that Flora's dept also sit there while their boss sit another area. This is totally different. The whole dept except the boss is nt there, whereas for me, my whole dept is away except me is there. See the DIFF???

I told my boss, I can accept such arrangement however, i have my rights to get angry and I asked why am I the one to sacrifice? I find myself being boycott or being kick out of the dept. Though I know, we are just there to work, hack care where we sit, but this is really disheartening.

I asked myself, I am not gracious enough not to be angry, I am neither God nor Saint.. I can't keep my emotions within my heart. Though I talk/laugh/joke with my colics but the internal flame within my heart is fuming. I tried to let go and think on a brighter side but the moment I think of it, my blood just boiled. Because this is not just the seats is about everything..

Like I mentioned in my previous tags, my colic who is executive take higher pay, take less work and now take good seat.

SO NOW where do I stand. I an asst, take lower pay, take more work, take worst seat.. What am I.. No matter how, I've work there 1.5yrs, what do I get? Am I being treated fairly? I don't know.. Y? I really felt unbalance. And when my colic come ask me am I ok, my tears nearly fall, it was at the tip of the eye, I don know if she had seen it, but I controlled and swallow back cos I do not wish others to see the weaker side of me..And when asked if I had further suggestion, I commented that my heart is dead, and that is really true from my heart! Cos further comment create unhapiness and nothing will work out.. 3 of us in the dept argued on the worst seat, in the end, I am the only one sits there, so why bother to comment further... heart break T_T

I hate to pretend that I am strong, I am happy and am satisfied with whatever arrangement they have made for me. I am a very frank person, whatever I like or dislike is all on my face, and I will tell straight to the person. However, I always give chance up to 3x and if the person still behave/react the same/don know where is wrong, I will tell him/her on the spot without giving face..

Writing all these in the blog is not to create sympathy but rather to blast my frustration out. Afterall, I don have a choice, DO I?

I am just glad that Flora is sitting next to me.. After a year's "breakup" we are together again.. Though we will still be bizi wif our work, but I really look forward to my boss "sin mok" & know that I am good!!!

pain

2008-12-10T22:05:00.002+08:00

Last nite, felt my eyes itchy.. this mrng, the eyes were red.. SO I thot it might just becos of rubbing too hard.. but it didn't get well.. Seen e doctor and confirm is sore eyes.. Oh My.. I was given 2days MC and has to go back on Friday for review.. Should it not recover, I need another MC..

Just now, I felt my right eyes a little watery too ler.. and I can see some red lines in e white area.. sigh.. guess my right eye couldn't be spare too..

I now also worry if I can make it on Sat for my colic's hse warming.. so sad.. and also worry if my hubby will get it too.. Oh so many worries.. aww~~ sianz..

Last wk just MC, today & tmr MC again.. don noe if my boss will start to........... sigh...

Rainy Day

2008-12-04T19:00:00.005+08:00

Today is a wet day and I was on MC resting at home. DOn't know if my illness is flaring, or I am too tired or my mense is coming.. the whole body just aching so much.

I msg my boss to tell her that I am having body aches but she say this is not a valid reason to tell our big boss and insist on a diagnosis. So after seeing doc, i call her in the office to tell her is URTI.. Anyone knows what's this?? Is.. UPPER RESPIRATORY TRACT INFECTION.. to simplified, it means FLU!!... zzz

Then my colleague called me at 12.30pm and ask if I call my office secretary cos this is her first time seeing my boss whispering on the phone for half hour .. so she guess my boss might be talking to the secretary about me?? Anyhow, she explained that is her guessing, there is no proof at all.. Whereas I was quite piss off.. If they reallly wanna talk about me, I've got nothing to say, cos my pain is genuine not feign.. At this point of recession, who is not afraid of being retrench ... people like me with no immune and always take mc will be the first being kick..

But I really angry with my boss sometimes, she don't trust me at all.. When I told her I am loaded with work she say she can't see my load and therefore passed work to me reason being I am a fast worker and she thot I m really nothing to do. I have to voice out to her which she say I can voice out anytime. HOw to??? If I were to do that everytime, how would she think of me? My performance would be badly hitted.. My boss thot that my "Runoff" cases (ex-client not renewed with us but still handling their portfolio) is very free.. Nothing to do.. Infact, more than any current cases, reason being, they notify us late claims/requested doc not in order.. emailing is the killing part, flood my whole in box..

I jolly well know that my boss email is also alot, therefore, I don't forward her every single email cos requesting doc is not impt and only copy her in when is impt or urgent cases.. there she take my email as a guide that I have not much to do... zzz

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My colleague a very nice lady, I don't wanna talk bad about her.. But why can't she arrange her work properly and do her work faster..I can't be helping her all the time just becos she take her time.. SOmetimes 3 doc can do her the whole day?? Really don't understand why.. She is damn so xiao jie and yet she heard people calling her that.. She can't strech her arms up to the cabinet, she can't bend down, she can't carry cartons, she can't do this, can't do that.. WA LAU... I've got to do for her.. and this is not xiao jie.. -.-"

DOn't know lah.. I have more than enough probs to face and yet in the office still have to face all these rubbish.. But I don't deny I am still happier here than in previous office. Reason being, here has got no politics.. Just KS & GS.. KS = Kiasu Kiasi.. GS = Gei Si... -.-"

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I was hoping my boss to say something nice for me in my next appraisal, but i think now "Gang Kor".. cos She don't know what is my work load.. really faint leh.. We go by Alphabet to seggregate work load.. IDR a/cs i take A-J, so K-Z is my colic de, however my boss say ayo.. Nasional Re you do leh.. Wahana Tata you do also leh.. how ?? I was like zzz.. SO like that my colic no need do lah.. so I see my boss doing the Ws for my colic, printing & processing.. She is a boss, she need not do all these at all, but I also don wanna help cos If I help, I am gonna stuck with this.. Like that how?? Not fair to me.... T_T

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sick

2008-11-29T22:51:00.003+08:00

I felt nausea & bloated stomach after 10pm last nite.. I guess mainly is due to hunger & thirst. I was really hungry & thirsty but there isn't any food until 8.45pm when e KFC man comes.. I was glad that I did not drink e red wine.. If not, I think it'll be worst.. My hands & feet were cold last nite and when I wake up at 3am, I still having the same feeling.. I don think I can go without food/drink, my stomach just stir so much.. Now in pain -.-""

Even up till now, I am still feeling very uncomfortable.. drove to see our co doc.. but closed.. Now, I come home take zimor, charcoal, pulin.. these are med for gastric, stomach wind & nausea.. Aww~~ so "xing ku".. OMG.. Hope I'll feel better tonite or else... -.-"

Romantic Fri Nite

2008-11-29T08:50:00.003+08:00

28.11.08 - Kagome & Bootie waiting at the Redhill MRT from 6.45 to 7.15pm for Mikey Subaru WRX to come fetch us.. Frostie reach at 7pm.. Thereafter we drove off to the condo.. On e way, Mike ask if we wanna have a feel of "viking"and asked if we have got heart prob, we were like "huh"?? And there he step his accelerator and there he goes, we were like screaming.. Arrhhh.... and we were laughing like mad... is shiok.. but scary .. OMG, we were sitting at the back but Frostie seems enjoying v.much.. hahaha..

Finally we reach, a romantic Evening @ one of the Tanglin Condo.. The scenery was very beautiful, it really feels like a resort.. 4 pools altogether.. a little too dim that is a pity.. The pit, the table, the chair was big, it was not like the usual individual pit, it has got vanity and the pit is hidden in btw.. A really gd pl for bbq.. Mike shd arrange one more time again, but must remb to get mosquito coil, cos I scared there are mosquitoes ard.. Hee.. Anyhow, was a little disappointed when all couldn't make it last nite and MIng Ming.. fly kite when he reach Redhill becos the response was poor.. sad T_T...

Met his fren, Wiranto, an Indonesian Chinese. Very young, 24 only and not bad looking.. nice chap.

Anyhow, we ordered for the KFC, it took them an hour to reach and we had our chicky meal at 8.45pm, nearly faint from hunger.. Kagome & Mikey each brought their wine and before the meal, they already had it almost 3/4.. Ha.. Frost was red, Kagome looks a little "seh".. Both them laughing "hee hee hee".. think sort liao.. hahahah..

After the whole thing, Mike borrowed his fren's JAGUAR. That is the 1st time I took Jaguar, spacious & comfortable. We drove off to ORchard to view the lightings and WOW, the view was fantastic.. it was really a beautiful nite.. After the viewing, Mike sent us home with that luxury car.. Below are some pics for viewing.. Hee.. Well, tats all for the day.. Enjoy..

Mikey.. e pai kia

the romantic red wine..

our chicky meal

my finished bones..

Frosties' after wine effect.. hahaha.. Jap guy??

orchard lightings..

2008-11-15T09:44:00.003+08:00

12 Nov 2008, JLTRE's D&D at Park Hotel ORchard.. the previous Crown Prince Hotel next to Paragon.. Haha.. The Theme was F1.. and we try to match the theme.. but still not as PRO as the table below u see.. They really go all the way.. U can't believe that the outfit that they are wearing only cost $18.50 and the logo is printed from computer and uses scotch tape to stick on it only. PRO right? can't believe.. Then Helmet and head phone is borrowed from frens.. so funny right.. Well, here are only some pics which I find is the best to put in on blog to show Frens.. Hee.. Well take a look then.. By the way, the Ang Mor wearing red is my boss.. Handsome right.. drooling every now and then.. the lady beside him is his wife.. chio too right...

D&D

2008-11-14T11:09:00.002+08:00

Wed, 12.11.08, was our Co's D&D.. Theme is F1.. hahaha.. Quite Fun, but not as fun as last year's.. Photos coming up soon... Wait for the cute Pics.. ^^v

sunday

2008-10-12T15:57:00.004+08:00

Wow.. really a long time since I blog.. These days were really tired & stress.. A lot of things kept within me which are unable to reveal. Even were to say it out, no one can help..... T_T..

Anyway, on 26.09.08, -sCg- outing to KTV at Orchard Int'l Bldg.. singing was fun.. Esp Ming.. he is not only a joker but also a shaker.. shake it mama, Oh shake it... haha.. Almost everyone attended except Ah ma zhen cos she mistook the date for Oct instead.. That day happens to be the F1 race's 1st day, but we were enjoying singing thru out.. It was nice.. Below are only few photos for the recap.. Well, photos are not too sharp but can see lah.. Look forward to our next movie outing.. Dowin.. is yr mission... YES!!... Once a mth gathering sounds good.. Oh Ya.. 18th is Val's Birthday.. Wish her a very Happy 21st Birthday and may all her wishes come true..

Stylelo Mike & wife

loving couple Do & 7

Slack King Benny/Clive

Mama & sotong...

Shaker Ming Ming

06.09.08

2008-09-15T17:28:00.002+08:00

Sat morning, all our families gather around at my Mother In Law hse at 7am to set off to JB.. My hubby & I were the first to reach downstairs, come by our 2nd uncle, my sis in law then last is my 3rd uncle & family.. haha.. Cos we have a bet, whoever is the last will be the one paying for bf.. hee (>.<)

So, once everyone arrives, we set off.. its quite early at 7am plus to be jamm, so overall, a slight jamm of an hour and we past JB custom.. We set off near to Plaza Sentosa to have our bf, not a very nice one, but it was filling.. thereafter we head slowly to our destination, Sofitel Palm Resort.. It was a very long journey, it is near the Senai Airport.. After we reach, we manage to check in 2 rooms first to put our "luggages", so when we check in, my 3rd uncles' room was in a mess, other people's belongings are still in it.. OMG, how can the resort gave us the room when the guest has not even check out.. So, I called e reception to ask them to make up the room immediately. We stroll around the hotel for about half hour and we set off to the Jusco Mega Mall, It was really huge..

Not too bad, things aren't cheap, but some are still cheaper than Spore.. We had our lunch at Kenny Rogers.. OMG, the waiter gave an attitude face and I have to repeat myself 4x to say we have 14of us, and yet he still ask the same question.. so the final one, he was shock to hear 14.. zzz.. wonder if he is sleeping.. and as expected, food was jumble up, I guess, he don understand ENGLISH.. sigh.. after the meal, it was only 1.15, we scattered around and agreed to meet at 4pm at the reception.

After the meet up, we went back to hotel as 2nd uncle was feeling stomach upset.. our initial plan was to walk all e way till 5pm+ to hv dinner & head back hotel, so in e end, we went back to e hotel, to rest & bathe.. and agreed to meet at the lobby at 7pm. My 3rd uncle's room was still not make when we reach the hotel, I can see my auntie's face was "black".. wo.. for me I would have chao da liao.. wakakaka..so this round I very sternly call up the reception and the manager came up appologise and gave us another room with a late check out up to 2pm which was suppose to be 12pm.. Hee.. I demanded tat.. hahah..

From there, we head down to some shop houses to eat "zhi cha".. it was quite long before the food came, but it was delicious and we were all so hungry till all the food is empty right into our stomach.. After all the food, we head back to hotel and slept at about 11+pm.. wah.. Tired man..

We set the bf timing a 0830, bf is incl in our room package, not too bad.. after that we went back to our room, to change into our swim suit.. haha.. video recording was on too.. hee..After an hour swim, we went back to our room to pack up and check out at 130pm.. After check out we head straight for food.. Bak Kut Teh at Plaza Sentosa.. I forgotten to take e pictures, but their claypot is really gd, esp the claypot with clams/golden mushroom, etc.. and of cos the claypot ginger/sesame chicken.. wah.. fantastic.. i tell u.. OMG, hungry again... Don't know if we are too hungry or wat, cos we waited very long for the food as the queue is really long, we had all food cleared super fast. After the food, we walk back to take our car and saw a lifestyle shop with paintings, accessories and we bought 3 pcs of painting to hang in my hse.. hee.. After the food was 4pm and it was about 0530 towards the JB custom and we jamm abt an hour plus to reach woodlands.. After all, it was a tiring day.. Below u see some pics.. I did not take much of it.. cos too tired and hungry .. when food comes.. "chiong ah".. forgotten all abt the food pics liao.. hee..

7am~~ a little jamm towards Spore custom

Sofitel Palm Resort Lobby

Lobby nite scene

my room ~ 304 (buy 4D?)

Resort's swimming pool

my sis in law & her kids at the Jusco Mall

my Kenny Rogers' lunch.. ~~ not nice.. T_T

our dinner at e shophouse, we have more than these dishes, but too hungry, everyone hold that chopstick for me to take photo, so the rest of the food was not taken as really too hungry liao

wet day

2008-09-03T08:22:00.001+08:00

Recently, getting more tired to write blog.. reali don hv e mood to sit down at hm to face e pc again.. just so tired

Last sat I went for my follow up, doc say the result nt too bad, so reduce a little more and c him in 2mths time.. just hope everything goes smoothly & fine..

The last 2days have been searching for fountain.. haha.. saw 1 @ Jurong Pt.. @ 49.90 with 20% disc.. nt too bad.. quite a nice one.. Should I buy that table fountain, I'll put it on blog for u all to see.. hee..

Work has been quite ok, but stress as Audit is coming.. my boss till now still have not set the territories for us which I felt is not right.. cos, I have to "bao everything" and which supposingly, FAC is done by my colic, I got to continue from there becos I was e handler b4.. She say she got no time for meeting but I think a short one to write out who is the handler for each territories should not be tat difficult.. It seems like I handle almost 75% of the countries.. zzz.. getting more sian.. just wonder should I move on to others as I really felt a little unfair.. $$ not that much, leave not that much, work is so much.. and when I m left with 5.5days of leave, my boss advise me say now only AUG, must use wisely.. zzz..

Actually I felt like telling her, I don hv executive post to hv 18days of leave neither am I a Asscociate Director to hv 21 days, I only hv 14days and I need all these to see doc for follow up.. With an assistant's pay but doing more than my executive colics.. so sian.. -.-"

Rainy Day

2008-08-19T19:53:00.003+08:00

Yo... Its been a long time since I blog... Hmm.. Too busy & tired to on the PC and blog abt things..

Actually, These 2 mths, I've been very disturb by my dreams.. Bad Dreams.. Is almost a nitemare every nite, either "ghost"/"Killings"/"death".. many many diff dreams.. worst is I dreamt that I rec'd a msg thru my HP.. "Welcome To Hell".. OMG.. that dream make me wake up immediately..

I went temple to pray and bought a Guanyin sculpture as per "Master" advice to go pray often to "Guanyin Niang Niang".. which I will do so after this 7th mth and try to make it a point to go.. My mother in law got a CD of "Buddha Chanting".. so my darling burnt it into MP3 and surprisingly.. these 2 nites have been playing thru out the nite, I was able to sleep in peace.. really in peace with no dreams or would say nite mare... Touch Wood.. Hope everything is fine..

YOu all might think "chey, 7th mth now, I must hv think too much.." but I tell you, this happen for at least abt 2mths liao.. and it has always been like ... anyway, not so often until recently..

So advice was given to me as in no visiting patients in Hospital and don ever attend funerals.. this is what I have to avoid.. you may say I am superstitious but I rather believe than to be sorry later.. Master also advice to go for a short trip which I will be in 06.09.08 to JB 1 nite stay at Sofitel Palm Resort with my In Laws' side family.. Wow, its been quite some time since i stayed "overseas"... haha.. anyhow, it will be another 2 wks time.. by then I should have many beautiful pictures of my hotel room and food in JB..

Ey.. Don't drool ok... hahaha.... (>.<)

Rainy Day

2008-07-23T21:44:00.004+08:00

Today is a rainy day, I met a good soul who offer her umbrella to me at e junction when she saw me in e rain.. and all e way to MRT station.. That opens up my day.. Really..

Bought a new Samsung F480, touch screen.. Big screen/clear camera, really nice and sleek.. Its heavier than my U600 but I like this phone v.much .. after trade in I paid $128.. Everything is gd except messaging.. a little hassle, however, It won't take me long to get used everything.. hee.. look at my beautiful phone.. No nid envy leh.. wakakaka...

Sunny

2008-07-09T21:42:00.003+08:00

Last Sat went to TTSH for my usual check up.. This round, I am ok again.. no protein leak, blood test was good too but somehow, I still feel lethargic.. Maybe e doc up e dosage and therefore I am ok.. Anyhow, this time, I will strictly follow Doc's instruction and see if I am able to reduce dosage further..

My ex colics all left 1 month ler.. Now left my boss and I and our new colic.. Well, this time I have better say than before.. make me feel like at least My boss do "see" me now.. Before, only "She" say, my boss listen, but now, we have room for discussion.. And my new colic is my ex co's ex colic.. haha.. surprised? hee.. anyhow, hope she is able to help me, if not....... sigh........... I will suffer more..

Just now on my way home, I heard this song on the radio.. "My Love will get you home".. though it repeats most of its lyrics, but the lyrics are really simple and touched.. so I downloaded this song together with "Vincent-Starry Night".. Really cool and nice and soothing.............. enjoy the song..!!!

My Birthday

2008-06-22T14:21:00.003+08:00

20th June was a wet morning.. I woke up early and head to the MRT station. It starts to drizzle around 6.40pm.. I brought my umbrella and walk to the MRT station and along the way, Flora msg to say " Hey walk with care, is raining".. I reply ya.... but i still slipped with my left leg and down with my right knee cap.. see below.. terrible right? hahaha...

This is before I rub with "zambak"

This is after rubbing

This is the result after a day

In the same evening, Flora, me, frost, Mike/wife meet up for dinner at Lerk Thai Restaurant at Marina SQ.. Food was nice.. Mike paid for it.. My ah lao joined in the later part.. I 've forgotten to take the pictures of all the food.. hmmm.... Anyhow, it was enjoyable dinner. After the dinner, we went to watch "Get Smart".. Is a hilarious show... you all should watch.. is really nice funny thru out ... watch it..

Yesterday, 21st June, my birthday... didn't really celebrate.. cos my hubby work till 5pm.. Therefore, I went out with my mum to IMM and had our lunch at Crystal Jade for dim sum.. Wah.. super full... Thereafter, my hubby and I went to Suntec to shop around but did not buy anything just window shop.. While my hubby was smoking outside, I surf HP to look out for 4D, Mike's car plate no. 9740 reflect and I thot we had strike but 4D show 9470... zzz ... that goes our bubble dream of $1500.. Sigh.. so excited and sad.. That very moment, I called up Flora, she was equally "ARHHHHH".. we felt really heart pain... anyhow, I still touch my car plate no. though not exact but I've got $60, better than none..

Thereafter, we had our dinner around 8.30pm at Delifrance, reach home about 9.45pm and slept at 12.30am.. That is how my birthday was spent... Hmmm.. a bit boring isn't it.. but somehow, I am glad that my hubby was with me at least spending the last few hours of evening..... hee ^.^v

Gloomy Day but also 21st B/Day

2008-06-08T13:38:00.002+08:00

Last nite we went to attend Zhihan's 21st B/day party.. "Xiang Dang Nian", 10yrs ago, I also celebrate my 21st B/Day in June at Pasir Ris.. haha.. but they forgotten liao.. cos 10yrs ago.. hahaha...

It was a gloomy day as the sky are grey.. The party was held at his condo's function room in Bt Timah.. Wah.... hee.. The decor was nice & high class.. Everything was done attentively. Food was good except the boil brocoli/cauliflower.. not a popular dish ya... hee.. The cake was nice..

Zhihan invited his relatives and frens & GIRLFREN & her family to the party and started the dinner about 7pm, beautiful and peaceful music, love songs too.. Below are some pics but paiseh cos my camera low batt, e effect isn't that fantastic.. but make do of it lah.. hee...

This was ard 6.30pm, see e dining? beautiful? This is outside e function rm...Balloons are tied by e b/day boy.. haha..

This is my niece.. Cheryl, e parents are on top.. haha.. same look?

In e function room.. look @ e flowers, so fresh & nice.. & MANGO puddings... hee..

The whole decor look .. nice right?

Yeah.. this is e cake... but e "2" was broke when trying to place in shape.. but anyhow.. still presentable right.. The cakes' taste was fantastic.. wif thick choco & kitkat taste but only too sweet.. OVerall.. Hmm chocolate lovers.. this is a gd choice

Yeah.. the B/Day Boy.. Toh Zhi Han .... see that crown.. we made him wear it.. as he is the B/Day King mah.. hahahah..... (>.<)

Pic are little blurry.. hmm.. anyhow, this is his GF.. Yuki...

My camera low batt, therefore, e pics really CMI... but anyhow this is e whole family's photo..

Rainy Sat

2008-06-07T16:32:00.003+08:00

On e Mon, I called up e clinic & ask for my u/scan result.. it shows that there is no gall stones but fatty liver disease due to long term med.. anyhow, just don take oilyfood and don take too full.. do more exercise..

But somehow exercise is a little out for me leh.. maybe just walk lah.. cos i feel reali "chuan"... out of breath..even normal breathing oso feel "stress" in my lungs..

TOday went for my normal follow up, well.. result isn't tat good afterall but not worst.. protein still leak 1+ compared to last mth zero.. white cells drop again.. Doc say my Lupus is not well controlled and once again advise me to change my med to the exp or e cheaper one.. exp med too exp I don noe how well i can afford but i noe anytime can hit >$400/mth.. whereas e cheaper one, side effects will hv blood in urine and most impt, no ovulation every mth & will cause infertility in future or even "deformed babies".. it will nt be advisable to take if wanna get pregnant..

Be it the exp or cheap med, both need to take at least half yr..sigh... don noe what to say as I really don know what to do.. sianz T_T

Guess this is not a good b/day gift after all.. this year is e worst.. is a "SICK" BDAY.. T_T

Moody??

2008-06-03T08:46:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. Today is Tue only.. so tired... last nite slept at 10pm.. really knock out the moment lie on bed.. Till now, I have not seen e doc yet with regards to my u/sound result.. Hmmm.. Hope everything is fine leh.. Pray Hard!!! why I am a little worried becos the asst who did the test for me say is difficult to see mine as it is not vividly clear. I did not take enough deep breath which I really don have so much to breathe in wor.. haha.. and the asst who use tat applicator, wah.. I tell you.. my stomach "Or Cheh" liao ah.. she press so painful.. till blue black.. really "shen" ah.. heee...

Hahaha.. count down day.. Another 18 days.. I'll be 31 ler.. OMG.. Really old woman liao.. sigh... wonder if my ah lao can spend that day wif me? Hope he can... sigh....

By e way, "The Mummy 3" is coming le... so when are we gonna watch this movie leh?? This round must either watch in Marina SQ or VIVO.. no more TB Plaza.. Failure... (>.<)

Happy Thur

2008-05-29T13:15:00.002+08:00

Yo.. Sunny day now.. blog a bit after my lunch... My darling reaching home in 2hrs time.. YES!! Finally can see him tonite...

This morning, I went for my U/Sound scan.. wah.. so painful when the asst press against me.. Breathe in and hold and there she is pressing me so hard.. she scan my liver/gall bladder/pancreas and something else can't remb.. is really painful when she scan me.. Wah.. and to hold the breath in pain.. "phew" lucky is over.. I asked her if there is anything, she say not that she can see.. Woo... God really bless me.. but she leave it to the professional to give me the end results which will be 3 days later where my co doc will call me up for follow up...

Hope that the lady is experienced enough to tell me the truth there is nothing in my organs... YES!!! so happy.... (>.<)

Thanks guys who tag my blog with encouragements.. appreciate that all were there for me when I am alone... THANKS & MUCKS!!!

Rainy Wed

2008-05-28T18:41:00.002+08:00

Today is a rainy day. My darling call me to say that he will be back tomorrow afternoon.. I was like YES!.. Finally he is coming back. On the other hand, I am also weary that he will be asked to go China on Fri, but he say the chances of going next wk is higher.. SO>.. which means he be able to spend his wk end wif me.. Finally.. Without him around, seems to be so unstable.. haha.. though he is not a macho man but anyhow, is a man I can depend on. Hmm.. looking forward to his return.. Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tomorrow, I be going for my ultra sound at 830am.. Somehow a little worry too.. hope everything is fine.. It isn't any of the gall bladder prob but just some cramps.. God Bless Me!!

SAD DAY

2008-05-26T21:07:00.002+08:00

I reach hm ard 7.15pm, after a bathe, I cook maggi mee to eat.. Really no mood & appetite.. Thru out the whole journey in the train, my tears were at my eyes, but each time I swallow back.. I felt so humiliated after morning's incident. why must i be compared to other people.. I have my pride too and moreover, not as if I commited a grave mistake or big crime which is not pardonable..

I only told my boss there is this particular complicated case which I prefer not to take on, and there she is to rate me as not committed to my work.. Whatever work she has passed me, I already take on, what else she wants. She only listen to their mgr's advice whom is leaving on Wed, doesn't she has her own mind? And why must I be arrange to sit where, do what, I am 30yrs old not 3 yrs old nursery kid. I don have to be told what to do next and what not to do or everything being arrange nicely.

My hubby call at 8.15pm, I finally burst out in tears telling him and was very agitated and in e end, i end e call abruptly w/o saying gd bye still leaving myself crying like hell.. After that I msg to tell him, I m not in e mood to talk and shall not talk or msg again.. This mths' M1 bill would shoot up at least few hundred dollars at the rate he is calling me.. or even 1K i will not be surprised..

When is my DEAR coming home? SAD......so sad.. very sad... T_T

I am very tired after a cry & all those unhappiness that kept in my heart the whole day reali make me very shack now.. yawn~~.. will sleep early hope i can go into deep sleep... T_T

sad monday

2008-05-26T13:16:00.001+08:00

Today is the 11th day my ah lao still not home yet.. He is stuck in Indonesia now.. if he comes back now, he has to go china, so i rather he stay till Fri then at least i can see him on wk end.. till now he started this job, he have not been resting nt even wk end.. cos he already been paid to work.. so he can't rest and that is 12 hrs per day which 6am to 6pm, if can't solve, he still has to continue working.. poor thing..

Today, i come in to work, saw flora, so casually ask how is her trip as she was so enthu telling me, and i was listening, it took quite some time. When i get back to my seat, I was being reprimanded by my manager... " Do you know that you start work at 9.35am and I already settled many claims, you don take things for granted. Flora come in at 7.30 but she start work already and YOU, though come in before 9 but you start work late. You don take things for granted and you always go lunch before 12.30pm which is not good, what will others say about us?" I was like....... piss off.. and you know what? her last day is on wed, so y shd she tel me wat to do and even tel my boss how to arrange seats for me.. WTF.. c'mon lah.. who is she man.. my boss also.. she shd have a mind of her own and i always see her taking her suggestion then she proceed or speak up.. my mood is totally gone today.. Mon only.. well, i confirm taking leave this wk for half a day.. not in a mood to work at all..... sux..

Firstly, is jus a casual talk.. i only went out lunch 10mins before 12.30pm & most impt I don do it all the time is only once or twice a week and all the other colics always do that, and i always tell my boss before i proceed.. what wrong have i done.. She herself do that too.. she goes out at 12 or 12.15 comes back at 1.30 or 2pm. In e end, after her reprimand, my boss ask me go into the room to talk and ask me not to talk to FLora and say her boss would not like it.. and say e dept already bizi, and if i talk others would think we got nothin to do, and she will not be able to cover me... Ever since, i change my sitting area, i already seldom talk to her moreover when her colics all left, i lagi no talk to her.. i don noe wats the prob.. why everyone wanna pick on me.. YYYYYY????? I listen music in my mp3 10min before 9am oso ganna say, Y? wats the prob.. so sick.. Really WTH, those who read my blog tell me, what grave mistake did i make..?? i noe is not right to talk when is not work concern but u can't be keeping your mouth shut for 8hours and even my boss oso talk though not like us.. and tat mgr oso talk wat.. wats the prob.. PLS... you people tell me... write on my tag pls.

Mon Blues

2008-05-12T20:54:00.002+08:00

haha, last Fri, took my CommGI.. well, i passed but overall failed.. because I did not fulfill their 70% passing mark.. sigh.. so sad. I thot i could pass becos when i look at the questions in the screen, i was glad as those are the chapters that I have covered the most.. However, I still fail.. so sad/disappointed/lao quee cos haha.. sponsored by the company.. reali no face to go back office.

Meet Mike/wife/frost/flora for dinner at Millenia Walk.. cos it was Mike's bird day.. hahah.. well, he claim he is 30yrs old le, well, my bird day also coming, I be 31 then.. Time really flies... We ate at a Korean restaurant name "Bab Noodle". Food was not very fantastic.. I had bibimbab, but it was not hot at all, it didnt have the kind of "stone" bowl to make it hot.. so the taste.... FAIL!!.. anyhow.. below are the food we ate on Fri...

Mike's wife "salmon teriyaki"

Mike's beef & unagi..

My spicy chicken bibimbab.. (notice behind.. deep fry calamari)

Flora's "spicy vermicilli"

Frost's don know what chicken

Today is the 5th day where my ah lao is not around. He had went to Korea last Wed nite for overseas job.. He say it was damn cold, he had to wear 3 to 4 coverall to work while it is still very cold becos he is working on the vessel in the middle of the sea.. No doubts.. sure to be freezing.. haha.. anyhow, he be back to Spore tomorrow should reach home before 12am ba.. Hmmm.. kinda miss him when he is not around.. so boring at home..

Over the wkend, I did all the housework, including, cleaning windows/cupboards/toilets, changing of bedsheet, vacuum e floor, waiting for the air con man to use gas to blow out the dirt from the unit.. haha.. tell u, super tired...really so shack...

Then Sunday, mothers' day.. I fetch my ah ma to my house and got my mum/aunties to come up potluck.. each of them bought some food for ah ma to eat.. Actually she is not suppose to have such sumptous meal as she has kidney/diabetes/high BP.. anyhow, is an occassion, we make it an exception.. there were 1 white chicken/half roast chicken/1 curry fish head /vegetables/pizza/rice... wah..7 of us finish them all.. they all left at 3plus pm.. after fetching my ah ma home, i return to watch my DVD but was really too tired that I went to take a nap for just half hour enough to make me insomnia at nite.. haha.. so when I go to work today, I am like half zombie.. Right now typing, me felt like sleeping too..

Anyhow, the pain on my right side seems frequent today.. really sharp pain.. don noe if I sit down "chek tio" or wat.. just feel pain.. esp when I was in train, the pain was really unbearable when I breathe.. sigh.. I really hope that my gall bladder is alright and not what the doctor had suspect.. God Bless Me!!!!!!!!!

Busy Thur

2008-05-08T21:13:00.003+08:00

Today is a bizi day... Really start from 9 to 6pm.. no..6.30pm.. faint.. so tired... After slogging the whole day, my boss verbally say she is considering of not getting someone in as she think we can cope.. OMG.. she need another half more only.. so she is thinking of sharing the half with Flora's dept.. =.=" as Flora's dept is getting 2 people in.. she is also drowned.. I am really thinking "can we cope?" When I join last yr July, there were 4 of them in e dept, including me is 5 .. they were all so bizi that they have no time for me and I have to request for work, now only left 2 of us, I really have no idea how busy will we become and yet not getting anyone in just to "save cost".. really can't imagine how will my life be

The ones who left are senior execs/manager while I am only an asst, now I am doing their job while getting asst pay and yet still wanna cut cost.. faint!!! I really think the co ought to pay more to us.. Even flora's dept also left the 2 of them, she is also an asst only but doing senior exec's duties.. haha.. we are really in e same boat... "tong shi tian ya lun luo ren"..........

Oh...... Pls help!!! T_T

I have been studying for the past 2wks..and I really hate books... Its been quite some time I haven't been touching.. Tomorrow is my ComGI paper.. STRESS!!!.. I have no confident in passing at all.. This paper is sponsored by co, super duper stress. I really don think I can make it.. I know myself too well.. Its not easy.. all about UW which I am not good at it with so may scope of cover/exclusion/extention.. OMG.. 3.55pm is my paper ends at 5.10pm.. Though is MCQ paper but is like taking highway code, cos all answers looks similar and if were to answer wrongly, marks will also be deducted.. Wa lau.. STRESS AH!!!!!!!!!!

My boss still stress me say, tomorrow msg her to tell her if I pass or not.. faint.. This paper is once you click submit, the results will come out immediately... If I fail, OMG, I don know how to face the company... siao liao....... Arghhhhhhh......... JYJY OMG...

Doctors

2008-05-07T12:53:00.002+08:00

Hmm... seen doc @ TTSH on my followup.. well as usual.. talk crap with the doctor.. This time round, improve.. THere is nil leakage of protein in my urine and even my 24hr urine was surprisingly good... I told the doc before that I have infections and bacteria/fungus could add on to protein in urine, however his reply was that even if it adds on, it could not have been large amount leakage.. anyhow it is a good sign and that the doc is reducing the dosage ... BUT.......... I have recently felt pain on my right abdomen, there was once when i just had my lunch, and the pain was so sharp that I couldn't stand/sit/breathe/move.. is just so pain that it lasted almost 5mins.. thereafter it was alright again.. sometimes once a while or when i am on bed, i would feel some discomfort/pain but it was bearable but just don feel good.. I told doc abt it and he suspect that it could be stones in my gall bladder.. zzz =.="...... I was like.. "HUH"?? thinking that i am recovering and yet another prob pops out again.. Once again, Doc suggest me to admit so that he can have a thorough check on me as it seems that I have "TOO MUCH PROB".. anyhow, he say this pain could also due to the side effects of the medicine so I told him to monitor till next month's visit and see if the pain still persist and if it still then I will go for ultra sound..

Gall Bladder's function is dissolve fats and if were to remove, I no longer able to take oily food meaning food with no oil.. cos I have a fren who had this was asked to remove but she didn't cos if remove, any oil food she take will vomit out.. I was like OMG... so I hopefully praying that my pain is due to the side effects of my med.. I do not wish to see any more "crappy/funny" illness popping out everywhere in my body.. This feeling just sucs... Why me? so many prob... SIGH.....

Hope that I would be able to write satisfying results in my blog the next visit to my doc... I must JYJY and not to let these things tire me out... JYJY (>.<)!!!

Macau/Zhuhai

2008-04-22T13:52:00.003+08:00

Thur (17.04.08), woke up @ 5.45am, left hse @ 6.20am, reach budget terminal @ abt 7am and meet Flora & her hubby for b/f..

B/F was lousy but enough to fill my stomach. We check in at the airport at abt 7.30am and flew off ard 9.25am and reach Macau 1pm.

Story starts................

Below is e pic of my cracked luggage.. Brand new, I really wonder how they can crack that area where e handle actually rest on it, e pics are a little blur but if u look clearly, is not only there.. 1 of my colic also had his luggage crack into pieces.. we went into the counter & fill up e form, etc to claim for ins.. That took us abt 45min.. and we are rushing to Zhuhai customs, the staffs there are not very friendly..There are people who are worst where their lock/wheels are missing, luggages are open up... faints.. -.-"

We had to rush 3 customs before reaching Zhuhai and the worst thing was, there are indian colics with us and we had clear the customs, we can't see them.. They were MISSING.. we waited almost an hour before we knew that they are being kept because they did not bring enough US$ or RMB together with their VISA.. In order for them to get out, they need RMB 20.000.. so what we do was we gather all e pool of RMB20K to the custom and finally they are out.. and the time was already 4+pm.. By e time we reach hotel, we are nearly flat.. The hotel we stayed in was 2000 Years Hotel.. Exterior looks ok, Interior also ok but has got a mouldy smell.. TV are white elephant, no programmes at all.. we head straight to restaurant for our dinner.. The dinner was lousy, oily & bland.. ANyhow, it was a failure..

After dinner, we share cab down to Gongbei (near custom), that is the largest shopping mall in Zhuhai, there were really many things & immitations.. Shopping was fun, a taxi fare down from restaurant to Gongbei and back to our hotel cost only RMB41 which is only abt S$8 for to & fro trip.. CHEAP! 3pax sharing only abt RMB14 whereas, the tour guide suggest we take his coach which a person is RMB30 and not open for negotiation, therefore we gave up.

At Macau, Sat morning 5am, I start to have diarrohea/nausea, I woke Flora up to pass me "stop diarrohea" medicine. Yes, it stopped, but my gastric/nausea was serious, I was thinking I might not be able to join e tour but after a bath, it was slightly ok, but it recurr again.. I did not take any photos, i just seat on e bus while the rest went down. When we reach Ah Ma temple, there was a pharmacy there, I quickly rush down to buy nausea medicine and tat cost me HK$38 which is abt S$7.50.. faint.. Thereafter we went for lunch. I was unable to eat at all, so I look at them and we sort of finish at about 12.45pm when we heard the news that there would be Typhoon 8 at 1.30pm.. OMG.. It was already Typhoon5 when we were at temple and I wasn't aware which i thought it was just raining heavily..

True enough, Typhoon 8 came, but we still rushing down to factory outlet and walked quite a distance.. Those with umbrella/ponchos are wet, there is no diff at all, the wind/rain is so heavy.. "Cross" tape are stick outside the window of the shops, they are closed. I see people rush to the coming bus towards them so that they can get home in time..

Finally, our coach is here after a long walk from the factory outlet, we went back to the Hotel and had to stay in till the typhoon is over. Some of our colics who did not join the Day tour went HK and were stuck at the Ferry Terminal .. At HK, it was Typhoon 3..

In the Hotel, I start to feel hungry and ordered a room service.. Ham/Cheese sandwich.. Mmmm... taste so good.. but after that, stomach cramp again, the nausea feeling is back again..

At almost 8pm, Flora & I went downstair hoping to get some dinner, but it was just too expensive, so we decided to walk out but heard that the typhoon will be No. 9 or 10, we hesitate a while but in e end, we still walk to SANDS Casino "Food Court" to have our dinner.. Not too bad, I ate the Wontan Soup, didn't know it doesn't come wif noodles.. cost HK$26 which is abt S$5.. reasonable..

After dinner, we went to walk around and played 3 rounds of jackpot, I lose.. so I stopped, thereafter went back to hotel, bathe and sleep..

Sunday (20.04.08) wake up early morning, had our tiny b/f at the hotel, and continue to walk down to SANDS to have a shuttle bus to VENETIAN but we were too early as the bus starts from 10am while it was almost 9am when we reach. Therefore, we share a cab down and we were fascinated by the exterior of the casino, Interiors were even "woW".. we had our little tea break dim sum at the Imperial Restaurant.. The food was good, we ordered 1 chrysanthemum tea with 4 items cost HKD114.. Quite reasonable as the portion was big and we were not that hungry after our b/f in hotel.. We took a cab back at about 12.30pm, had my last bath there and check out the hotel at 1.30pm.. The coach came only abt 2pm and we head straight to Macau Airport to check in.. Our flight was 3.50pm and we reach Spore 7.25pm..

Overall, this trip was below average..waiting/typhoon/diarrohea.. OMG.. =.="

See below for VENETIAN/Dimsum and my "trophies".. hee..

see that crack?

2 Nike/Addidas Tshirt & Bermudas

1 baby girl Tshirt for Cheryl, 1 LeSport pouch, 1 big handbag & 1 sunglass

pirated DVDs.. hee.. 3 movies/2 latest HK dramas

5 wrist pouch/4 kipling coin pouch/7 almond cookies..

This is Gongbei custom/Shopping Mall

This is the sea goddess of Zhuhai (I did not take much photos of Zhuhai, just 3 only)

Casa Real Hotel, this is our hotel rms in Macau

The most famous/newest casino hotel, VENETIAN

This is the ceiling in Venetian, is so...... beautiful!!!

The sculpture at the entrance

& e walkway to the.... CASINO........... ^^

Guess what, this is 1 of my winning tix, I've won a HK$560+HK$125..

After the winning, my colic & I went to have a little dim sum, carrot cake with XO sauce

"Chee cheong fun with char siew", e taste is so fantastics

These foods are e best of what we have eaten over the last 3 days despite its small portions.

Chicken feet... Flora's favourite dish.. ALL BY HERSELF...

Siew Mai, the fillings with prawns/scallops.. woW.. YumMy!!!

1 of the Kitty shop display, nice & cute right???

Below are some pics inside the Venetian, they are just so nice & European.. Enjoy.....

The place is really very big & spacious, many shops around, suites/rooms/casinos, etc...

Movie Friday

2008-04-13T09:59:00.002+08:00

Friday, (11.04.08) -sCg- members gathering... Movie @ Tiong Bahru Plaza.. "Untraceable".. I would give 5/10.. The story is not enough to make you excited but a little gruesome cos e psycho was revealed half way thru e show.. If only he appear at the end.

Tiong Bahru Plaza is out, not a good place to watch movie, cinema is small & cramp.. No sound during the commercials, sound effects is lousy, OMG, the sound comes from the front, the side speakers are for displays.. zzz..

This gathering was not too bad.. we had our dinner at erm.. The Pasta Grill? something like tat.. we were like sitting there from 7.30pm to almost 9pm.. haha .. the waitress must be ginning at us, we are occupying their seats .. hee.. below find my darling's, flora's & my food.. Yummy... Chicken Steak/Signature Fried Rice/Mee Goreng.. Hee..

Rainy Tue

2008-04-08T18:20:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. is raining cats & dogs again... Seen my gynae on the Sat, as usual, nothing much to expect.. Gynae say she can't do much as so long as I am under high dosage, infections/bacteria is inevitable.. anyhow, given a cream/medicine .. Hope at least it helps a little.. Tats all she can do already.

These stupid med causing my gastric again.. always feel like burping/nausea/pain in e abdomen.. ZZZ.. really like "cha bao".. so many prob.. see also scared.. sigh...

Well, after all these days, I sorted out my thoughts.. I am not going to think too much of it again. Pick myself up and fight against all odds.. But hopefully, there isn't anymore bad news to me, I will collapse..

YES!!! Jia You!!!

Rainy Thursday

2008-04-03T20:08:00.004+08:00

Today, I went TTSH for my follow up checkup.. After my checkup, outside was raining cats & dogs.. Heaven pity me too? ha.. too exaggerating.. Well, as expected, the test result was not good, infact a little worse especially my urine test.. Everything maintained, blood count as usual is low.. but protein leakage in my urine was 2+ compare to last few mths was 1+.. Took a big bottle home to collect a 24hr urine so that the Doc would wanna test to see what is it about..

Doc suggest a kidney biopsy which I am not infavourable of, it has to be hospitalised and MC for a few days without much bending and carrying heavy stuffs.. but that is up to my decision whether I would like to do it or not..

Doc gave me another 2 options, to change the medicine which is really expensive. The most minimum dose would cost at least $8/day and if I see him once a mth which is x 30days.. haha.. that is excluding other medicines, lab test & consultation fees which can cost up to S$400/mth.. Such exp medicine would expect to be of lesser side effects but is NOT.. It can cause liver problem/low white cell count and more potassium in my body.. A person with too much potassium in the body w/o the help of kidney to expel will cause heart failure.. Scary??? Like I say, is the most minimum dose, e dosage depend on how serious one is to decide. The 2nd option is to get injection, once a mth but the side effect is .... it will affect my fertility! Which this dosage needs about 6mths but I can't imagine I would not be able to give birth?

Sad to hear this kind of advice.. Even with the biopsy is only to allow the doc to have more specific reason to select which option. As my urine result is not clear, it has red/white cells/bacteria, etc.. therefore, Doc is uncertain what is the urine about.. Really don't know what to say about all these.. and moreover the $$ spend on medical fees are really "chi bu xiao" since last July till now, I guess i spend at least a $2k on all these including gynae.. I wanna go see gynae about the infections/bacterias, but that will cost another S$200++ . I really hard up for money, really wonder if I am too stress out with my work/money, thats why the relapse came back.. I knew it as I see my hair drop like nobody's business, my ear shut on/off, lethargic..

Arrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

My grandma oso has been in and out of the hospital, but I really have no extra energy to bother another prob.. no more capacity........ she has always been dote on me but I can't do anything more to help as I need strength too, maybe I sound drama but is true....

All those out there reading my blog will never be able to feel/taste/experience it.. Cos you are not sick, even with the comfort words that you say you understand but you will never feel it.. NEVER, unless you are a victim yourself..

Sometime I really ask myself why am I e one, WHY? why others can wear nicely shopping, go out with nice figure, no suffering but why am I the one.. WHY??????

I felt like crying but don't know why the tears just stop at my eyes and I swallow back again..

When will I recover? WheN??? T_T

Tired Wed

2008-04-02T20:14:00.002+08:00

2more days, my colic will be leaving the office forever.. haha.. after working for 10yrs, she is leaving for better prospect. And that will be the beginning of my nitemare.. I don know wat to expect that is coming up.. STRESS!!!.. Recently I really felt so lethargic.. headache comin back again.. more like migrane.. part of relapse symptoms?? DOn know!! My chest start to feel stuffy.. Breathless even when sleep.. Tomorrow is my follow up wif doc.. Guess result won't be tat good after all cos last mth's result already blood count low, guess this time won't be improving, it might be worse.. Worry!!! Stress over WORK/HEALTH/MONEY... when will it stop.. Life Sucks!!! 2007 is a hell, 2008 is a torture, WHAT ELSE!!! Don know what is coming more... T_T

Good Friday - Desaru..

2008-03-23T17:26:00.008+08:00

Fri Morning, 21.03.08 is a Good Friday, we woke up at 4.30am and leave house at 5am.. Went to Admiralty MRT to buy Mcdonald B/F to share.. 5.45am, we meet our relatives and start moving off to Causeway Custome.. It was a jamm.. we manage to clear all customs at 7am.. zzz.. We drove along the way to find a place to eat.. but there isn't as it is still too early.. anyhow, we finally found a place to eat but the breakfast was not very nice, it only help to ease our hunger..

Thereafter we continue our journey to this

Crocodile Farm which was near the place we had our food.. Per person was RM8.. In the farm, there are more than a thousands of crocos in it.. the weather was hot, umbrella was provided too.. 2 farm keeper was in it, they show us croco eggs and told us that an average life span of a croco is 300 years old.. we were "wah".. so long life than a human being.. Look below, croco eggs, and baby croco.. The farm was really big,the weather is terrible.. so hot till all of us are so tired.. that we decided to move on for our lunch and we pass by their fishing village "harbour"??

In this trip, we are travelling most of the time.. and we even went to the fruit farm but we did not went into the planation cos the weather really freaks us out.. so there is no pics of fruit farm.. Overall this trip was not as fantastic as we look forward to be.. in fact everyone was dead tired and sleepy.. plus the traffic jamm.. it was a little disappointment.. But the pic below are nice.. take a look and enjoy my pics..

Eggs and babies of crocodiles

Croco sleeping place

Hungry croco

Fishing Harbour??

Our lunch at this coffee shop near the ferry terminal.. is also the place where we can take ferry back to Changi Ferry Terminal.. haha.. Looks nice isn't it.. there is more in the dinner.. This lunch was not cheap. For 2 tables of the same dishes costs RM190++.. Exp right.. but it was a better meal than b/f..

This is the desaru public beach.. it faces the South China Sea.. the sands are fine, look at the beach, you will be able to imagine how hot the suns are.. but is also the coolest place of all among the places we visited in Msia.. the beaches are really nice..

Guess, what is this.. Hahah.. Ostrich eggs.. u can't image how big and hard it is.. If you were to step on both eggs, the eggs will not crack.. they need to be "electric saw" in order to open.. haha.. exaggerate right?... It can stand the weight of a 100kg.. The egg can be purchase too.. it cost RM50.. it can bake up to 25 of 200g cakes.. Can' imagine that..

Once the egg is hatched, you will see exactly like below, we must crack the egg in order to "rescue" them out of the shell.. they can't crawl or crack by itself.. if not the ostrich will die.. they need 28 days to hatch too..

This is how it looks like after the shell.. they must be place in an incubator to protect them at least 3days so that they will not die of cold.. Its so cute and innocent..

This is a 1-3 weeks old ostricth.. very cute too..

This ostrich comes from Australia.. and listen to Malay language.. haha.. u ask them lie down,

they lie down.. so "ting hua"..

I must introduce this one.. Her name is LULU.. greedy bird too.. she allow chicken on her back.. and if u ask her to point out your button on your shirt, she can do it with her mouth.. wOot.. cool sia.. and if you place some maize on yr hand, she will jolly enjoy the food not only on your hand and even the basket on the other hand, with her long neck.. haha.. she can wrap you too in order to get food... hee..

This is another cute chicken don know from which ctry.. haha.. the keeper took it out from the cage and ask it to sleep and place it upwards on the sand.. and this chick really did it.. without command, it will not move.. so cute.. really "buay tahan".. so we took this pic.. haha.. funny and cute right?

This was our last destination.. "Restoran Peking".. one of the popular chinese restaurant in Msia.. we had Pig's trotters, veg tofu, cereal prawn, asparagus & steam fish/crab.. it was the most fantastic and enjoyable meal for the whole day.. Looks delicious isn't it... Hmmm yum yum..

Rainy Wed

2008-03-19T13:09:00.002+08:00

Mon, I took half day leave.. my aircon suddenly stop working and indicator light starts blinking.. It applies the same to all other units in my hse.. Called up Mitsubishi agent and they reach my hse ard 4.15pm.. After some check, the circuit board was damage and therefore need to change.. OMG, I can't imagine that you know.. ha.. Flora's ah lao so nice help me to check if he can find a cheaper parts..
The charges are terrible.. Transport + Labour already cost me $135 excluding parts.. And it will cost about more than $200 plus if after replacing the new parts, it still need to run to see if the aircon is ok and check if the other parts needed to be replace.. zzz...
Thereafter I call up Mitsubishi to ask for waiver in the parts as my warranty just passed 3mths after 1yr.. After some talk, they agreed to waive 50%.. so in the end I call up Flora to stop checking the price.. So paiseh to "da rao" them..
Today, the aircon man will be going down to replace the parts and as I do not have so much leave, my ah lao will take the other half day to "monitor" them..

As for me, I really very stress now.. As per my last tag below, my colleague has left and they are not going to get another replacement. Wah.. from 5 person to only 3 persons, thinking I am "chao ren" ah.. Sigh.. Really stress.. so many things left undone/check/reply.......... T_T.. don know when will it end.. Now I am rushing one collation of outstanding payments by our reinsurers to my boss and to submit by Monday.. I really don know if I can make it in time.. there are so many queries in one particular client.. Die Die I must finish by Thur.. if not how can my boss explain to our "BIGGER BOSS".. zzz...
Particularly I also wanna finish it as I am going to drive in Desaru this Friday and do not wish to think of work or have something in mind that is not complete during my weekend. Oh .. God, Please Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -.-"

Rainy Tuesday

2008-03-11T13:18:00.002+08:00

Today, a rainy Tuesday... early morning, my colleague tender her resignation.. Sigh.. another one of my colleague leaving.. I guess the market right now is good if not why everyone is leaving for a better pay/prospect.. Hmm.. As she is leaving, which only means that my workload will add on.. Oh No.. can't imagine how stress would i be.. zzz.. really so stress and tiring to hear things like that.. Feel sad cos people is leaving. Hope for a better tomorrow.. God bless me with a better health!!!

Cloudy Sat

2008-03-08T10:24:00.002+08:00

Last Thur (05.03.08), went for my follow up checkup at TTSH.. When I went in to the Doc's rm.. e Doc say, my blood count (white & red cells) starts to drop again.. he ask "sigh, y like tat"..Then I told him.. "I more sian ah, I really very tired and no more morale to fight anymore".. So he decided to keep my steroids but reduce on my another med.. He say wanna monitor me to see if is one of the med's long term side effect or is it the symptoms of flaring up again. So I have to see him in another mths' time.. sigh... In the room.. we talk a lot but all funni things in my life experience.. I told him my co has got an annual checkup, my blood pressure & sugar are good 80/120 & 5.5 respectively but under my BMI, I am under "OBESE" category. The doc laughed and say I am not obese, it is due to the side effects of my med, thats why.. Then I told him another story. I have a discounted Cold Storage Card. It has a photo of mine.. The cashier looked at the photo and look at me, she ask" this is u ah".. the Doc laughed till e whole face turn red and of cos we have talked many jokes.. but this life experience to me is sad.. My Doc say I am a good joker and ought to write a blog.. So I told him " I do have a blog, u want my add?" He was standing up talking to me and eventually fall back onto his chair laughing.. he couldn't help it.. and somemore wif tears.. zzz -.-"...

Frankly speaking, everytime I looked at my old photos, I really felt sad why do I have to become like that.. And this is nt the end as my blood count drop again.. Is there really no other alternatives to make myself recover? I always try to make myself happy, joke around but when nite time comes and when is quiet, I start to think wild.. and now, at home, something crops up.. and I really do feel stress & tired. My ah lao must change job & with his frequent travelling, I got to get use to staying alone at home. This round is not as if like 1 wk, it could drag up as long as 2, 3 or 4 wks.. depending on how difficult is his job.. T_T

When will I recover my health, my look, my size, my weight.............. I doubt so... T_T.........

KTV Nite-01.03.08

2008-03-02T16:00:00.003+08:00

Last nite .. me, vaL, KagOmE & xiao hao went up to LIDO de food place to have our dinner.. thereafter, Ming & Clive join.. we slowly walk to KTV at this PartyWOrld in Int'l Bldg.. Thereafter, zhen & Dowin came.. Mike....... came abt 9pm.. we sing and sing.. till 10.50 where e stupid ktv stop at the last song which I thot is suppose to be 11pm.. eat away our 10mins and the whole thing cost $228.60.. so exp.. Below are the pics taken by our photographer, Pics are a little blur.. blame on shaky hands? or 2pixel HP? hahah..

After the whole thing, we went NEWTON to have our supper.. sigh.. e food CMI.. they have bought from e wrong stall.. If I had known I would have told them which stalls to buy... cos e food there is a little more exp .

Anyhow.. we already discussing the next venue to raid is Mike's hse.. which he promise to let us know by next wk.. hahaha.. 22nd March, wo bu ke yi wor.. so must not be on tat date hor.. But before we raid his house, we have discuss and may watch movie sia.. to occupy the whole row in the cinema.. hahah.. which i think a bit difficult lah.. hahah.. watching horror film.. wow.. Ci Ji sia... ^^v

see this 2 cartoon man... OMG...

wah.. handsome man sia.. but e smile a little..... hmm..

Newton's food........ satay, popiah, hokkien mee and "Peng" fish.. -.-"

2008-02-28T17:11:00.002+08:00

Haha.. My lao back from Korea lor.. last nite reach hm around 2am.. wOot.. a tiring/enjoying/suffering trip.. hee.. look at this foot step of his.. to set a print in Korea.. haha.. but.. One leg only???

Hee.. picture of him scraping the snow in the morning and there he is standing in the snow with his beautiful smile/pose.. kekek...

These are the places where he took and the snow covers the cars and buildings.. wow.. so nice.. is like "Christmas" How I wish I was there..

These are some of the food that he eat there. They call it "Huang Di Meal" & everyone knows de "Gingseng Chicken" and of cos the sucks place where he had complained the other nite to some of you.. haha.. Got hotel but nt arrange for him but sleep in a sucks place.. so poor thing.. Oh.. sayang sayang.. Last but not least a Duck statue? heee.....

Waiting Wed

2008-02-27T13:15:00.003+08:00

Woot.. today, my ah lao finally back from Korea.. He has been out of town since last Fri.. It was a long waiting.. So lonely & boring at home facing e 4 walls.. But he'll reach hm around 2am ba.. hmmm.. by then I am already in dreamland ler.. (>.<)..

Guess wat, me & Kagome went to Bishan to have our dinner.. she bought a sling bag for her niece at "Newbie".. Nt cheap yea.. abt $30.. woo.. thereafter we went to have our dinner at Swensen.. Too bad, we forgotten to take our food pics but still manage to take our ice-cream..Wakaka.. here it is............... deng deng deng de.........

Tiring Wednesday

2008-02-20T22:06:00.003+08:00

17th Feb, my hse CNY gathering, I prepared fried rice, fry veg, drinks, icecream,etc.. wah Kagome Li Hai lor.. she prepared deep fry nuggets, cheese cake, pizza.. tat day was fantastic. A lot of food, people who turn up are Hao, Ming, Clive, Mike/wife, Frost, Irene/Anna & Dowin & of cos KagOme/strawberry girl.. hee.. It was fun, after the lunch, we had "blackjack" and Mike was the banker.. he claim he lost abt $30, I did not win/lose. However while we were playing, my ah lao become our maria, cleaning up e mess.. everyone praise him.. He did not wanna join in e game so he clean up everything.. and e strawberry girl is like supervisor.. sit in e kitchen "pei" my ah lao.. she was good, watch my ah lao do hse work.. and tel me where dirty lah, no throw rubbish lah.. -.-" faint.. haha.. everybody like my sofa.. especially, Ming/Mike, both them sit till sleep.. hahah.. abt 4.45pm, KagOme become e banker.. wa.. she "blackjack", everyone faint... by 5pm, her ah lao came, wow.. she like 1 of e "fantastic 4".. voom... she's gone.. haha.. cos her ah lao can't wait too long de.. keke.. Looking fwd to next gathering soon.. I suggested KagOme hse but she say her hse too cramp, now it become Mike's hse.. haha.. Mike.. we raid yr hse.. our next target... Oh ya, my pc down due to virus, hasn't been able to upload the photos yet.. shall upload by this week.. cheerios (>.<)...

Yesterday, 19 Feb, we had our co's CNY dinner at Yan Palace. The food was not fantastic but edible. Service was not very good too.. but there was something good which was there were many LCD TVs.. hahah.. we watch and eat at the same time.. Lydia Sum of HK actress passed away.. Sad -.-"... Die at the age of 61.. sigh.. Life is so fragile.. After the dinner, I took KagOme's ah lao car hm.. reach hm dead tired.. Today, went dinner wif Mike, Frost & KagOme at Yishun Blk 101 Kopi shop.. Wow, we ate crab bee hoon, fried squid, yam basket & hot plate deer meat and last but nt least rojak.. haha.. Mike & I love "you tiao" while KagOme luvs "bang kwang".. Frostie anything oso "sub".. Mike says he is e vacuum cleaner..keke.. it was super full but enjoy cos reali laugh like hell... Then u noe wat.. woOt.. we took Mike's WRX hm.. wow.. super turbo with all e engine sound.. hahah.. After all, when it moves is like aeroplane taking off de "gan jue".. but frankly speaking nt very comfortable but exciting.. cos pratically u'll feel like jerking or maybe wif a too full stomach.. anyhow, I feel proud.. first time take WRX... keke.. Mike.. thanks for yr sumptous dinner+ a turbo ride hm.. Tomorrow is the TOTO S$10m draw.. our office had share $170 to buy.. I hope we'll get to have a share of it.. Yes, then all my dreams will come true and also e result for the Youth Olympic 2010.. I pray that we get it and our Spore economy will once again boost to the highest peak.. May we strike 1st/2nd prize for TOTO and win e Youth Olympic 2010.. YES!!!

Valentine's Day (14 Feb'08)

2008-02-14T23:14:00.004+08:00

14th Feb - is known as Valentine's Day.. I lunch in today with Flora (Kagome), after my lunch about 1.45pm, our office door bell rang.. Ding DOng.. I went to the door and saw 2 girls carrying 2 bouquets of flowers.. First thing come to my mind was.. wow.. who is e lucky girl.. then the little girl say "Flora Goh".. haha.. i sign & acknowledge it.. Wah.. I so envy her wor.. I left it on her desk as she was not around & left to toilet.. I took a photo of it and send an MMS to my hubby showing him e flowers.. Sad, no reply from him.. so I called him, why he don reply, And he said he was busy but he did saw e mms.. and laughing away.. -.-"..

So, in the end, no flowers for me, but we went IMM to have a "better" dinner at Cafe Cartel.. (see below).. There is no special menu for Valentines' Day.. Just as per normal but the Q was long. Not only this restaurant, every restaurant is packed. We took about half hours time to get a seat for 2. sigh.. Then we ordered a Grilled Chicken with mushroom sauce, a Ham/Cheese/Egg sandwich, 1 basket of hot wings and of cos free flow of bread. There was soup but we finish it before taking photos.. hee.. After a sumptous meal, followed by a hot cup of cuppucino.. wOot.. nice & tasty.. The dinner was so full till we really can't move.. Guess what the whole meal after discount only cost $32 cheaper than a bouquet of flowers.. Hee.. ^.^v...

After the dinner, we headed to Giant to get some Groceries for this Sunday.. Wah, can't believe, all these cost me $62.. -.-" faint ah.. The ice-cream already cost one third of the total costs.. So..U guys come my hse, please don waste my food hor... its expensive ah.. U see my trolley, the items isn't much but it cost a lot.. Hmmm.... -.-" And should the food doesn't taste as good, please forgive lah.. cos I seldom cook but not as bad as you all think.. Especially e fried rice.. long time no cook liao.. hahaha.. "Qing Jian Liang"... WOot.. tomolo Friday.. TGIF.. Yay Yay.. !!!

CNY4

2008-02-10T11:40:00.000+08:00

Last nite slept at 12+am.. so this morning woke up late at 10am. We went to Yishun hawker to have our bf, sad to say, there isn't much food to eat.. 4D at Yishun Blk 102 was duper long Q. Everybody hope to "Huat".. Me too.. a pity last nite we did not strike.. Well, nvm, tonite!! Huat Ah!! Then on our way home, the bridge near my house opp. the condo, we saw a TP standing in the middle of e road.. A motor lie flat on the road.. the railings were dented, a white cloth was on the road too. So when we drive past, my ah lao say, someone is dead that is why covered wif white cloth. I guess it could be a youngster cos, i saw the shoe (similar to converse canvas shoe), spectacles, bag.. Sad to see this kind of accident. But I am still wondering how did the motorcylist hit onto the railing dividers and how could it be so fatal that he would die.. 2years back we also see similar thing on highway, it was also covered wif white cloth.. Fatal Death.. sigh.. Life is so brittle.. T_T

CNY3

2008-02-09T21:59:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, went to vivo wif my mum & my ah lao to go watch Ah Long Pte Ltd.. Funni show.. Out of 10 maybe ard 5.5 or 6 onli.. Mark Lee realli "gao xiao".. His Msian accent reali "buay tahan".. haha.. to me this show is like "ying she" Msia last PM who retired.. haha.. anyhow, this is my perception.. this show is good for all ages.. But today I went to watch Kung Fu slam dunk.. This show I would give abt 7.5 to 8 out of 10.. Cos, this is also a bit "kua zhang" but overall.. nice show.. a little touching too.. I booked this ticket on 05.02.08 afternoon using SCB card then i went to vivo axs machine to collect my tix.. Q for half hr then when is my turn, they can't find my details.. Wah lau.. reali piss off leh.. the GV keep annoucing they are unable to issue tickets for internet booking and must go candy counter wif our credit card. In e end after queing for axs half hr, i get no tix, i quickly went to the candy counter. They printed out a slip and stated therein was, the sys could not find any records of my credit card, nevertheless I still got it.. by the time it was already 1.35 and my show was 1.30pm.. =.=".. After the show was already abt 3+pm, we went to HK Kim Gary Restaurant.. Look below for my delicious noodle... Mmmm....... yummy.... :) I did not finish cos not really hungry.. Nice??? ^.^v.. There was this lion dance right in front of e VivoMart.. Woot.. big crowd.. Saw my colleagues Jennifer & her family there too. Her son was really tall & big.. Sec 4 already.. wow.. "Hao Ming" ler.. Reach home ard 5+.. then went to have a little nap at 7pm.. 4D no strike.. no mood.. both us sleep like pig.. wake up at 8pm and went to CWP to have our dinner.. Hmm.. that's our CNY 3rd day.. sigh.. -.-

CNY

2008-02-08T09:25:00.000+08:00

Haha.. I finally find e time to put up the pix.. This is my "zhuan yun zhu".. suppose to bring and turn your luck good.. Nice right? CNY Eve, we went to our MIL hse for reunion dinner.. Before dinner, we had this "Yu Sheng", this is a must every year. This time, "Yu sheng" was bought at Sakae Sushi by our 3rd uncle.. FIsh was fresh.. keke.. but I didn't eat.. "Too raw" hahah.. There below, is our steamboat.. Fantastic right.. All well prepared by my MIL. Hahha.. IT has got steam & bbq.. choose yr own leh.. Food was fresh.. There was "Zhu Jiang" roast duck bought by our 2nd uncle and many other food also bought by him.. we start our dinner ard 7.30pm and end at 9.45pm.. WOot.. super long sia.. See our BBQ food.. mostly are hot dogs & crab stick.. See tat chopstick? haha.. is 3rd Uncles' youngest son.. Clever boy wor.. We heard that his studies was with flying colours.. Good, JYJY... After the dinner, we wait till 12am for praying and left around 12.45am. After that we fly home and sleep at 1am plus.

CNY1, we woke up at 9.45am.. Many things to rush.. we reheat the food & rice to eat.. Cos, tradinationally, it was told that we have to boil rice on CNY eve and leave it till CNY 1 to eat then we will have surplus to left every year.. haha.. we follow.. after our bf, we change our clothes & chiong to my MIL hse to greet her and left at 12.50pm to my GP hse at Jurong PT.. We reach there ard 2pm. As usual, we mingle around & talk awhile.. play some cards. Left at 3pm to my GM hse. wah.. still e same.. Its been quite some time since I see my grandma ever since I was sick.. at least half a year... ANyway, we play blackjack.. As usual.. all my cousins will come.. I did not win any.. and in e end I was being kick out cos they so hapi slowly "squeeze" me out.. Hahaha.. anyway also becos I did not win, therefore, I quietly left.. Wah.. reach my MIL hse at 7.15pm, no one was around cos they had went to another uncle hse.. We had our dinner in MIL hse at 9.30pm.. -.-".... Then as usual, our 2nd uncle which is our banker of every year "Kai Tai" (open table) to play blackjack.. this include my 3rd uncles' 2 son & 1 gf, my FIL, plus me & my ah lao.. Cos, e fengshui say this yr "Goat" is good.. so we put 2nd uncle up and in e end he lost a lot.. We either get blackjack or "Gor Leng" haha.. he nearly faint ah.. our 2nd uncle say he wanna "fa" his "meh meh gong".. keke... It didn't seems to work.. hahah.. THereafter my FIL took over.. He is the rat .. hahah.. also not much effect but I didn't win much from him.. After a thorough check, my winning was......... hahah.. $52... and my ah lao won $34.. WoOt.. Good.. Zai Jie Zai Li.. HUAT AH!!!

Stupid Day

2008-02-05T08:41:00.000+08:00

On Sunday, 03.02.08, me, my hubby & my mum went to IMM after our bf, we were looking ard and suddent thots of getting a fridge. At Best Denki, we saw what we like, but the salesman say they are unable to deliver to us. My mum wants e fridge for CNY so that she can store all her "fresh" food in it. So we walk off and went to West Mall's Harvey Norman. There, we took a liking to HItachi Brand fridge. This Salesman say he has to check e stock and deliver to us on Mon which is the next day. Upon checking, there is one. My mum paid in full incl 2 yrs ext wty which cost $851. Yesterday, which is Mon, the salesman call to say that the fridge was a defected stock and they are unable to send it to us unless is on e CNY4day.. my mum was angry. So i call up to check & e salesman say this stock was bump by the forklift when arriving in w/hse. This make me angry. In e first place, if this is a defected stock, their sys shd not reflect the stock and even if it appears in their sys, they shd place under remarks "defected". Instead of cheating us to buy & promising to deliver e next day. This is nt all. After that e salesman advise us to take another model which is panasonic and is what we have considered too. So my mum say ok, change to panasonic.. Before we change our mind, salesman gtee there is stock. so after 1hr, we call to say ok, he say there is no stock.. I mean e whole thing is so absurd. And when we paid for that Hitachi, the salesman say this fridge comes wif a razor and he personally give us a booklet of vouchers. so i didn't noe my hubby tear off 1 of e coupon so when my mum return to Harvey to take her refund, e salesman refused to change wif her & say she must return all vouchers which is in the fridge package. Rubbish.. so my mum asked wat happen if e voucher has been spend, e salesman say there is nothin he can do to refund.. Sick right.. In e 1st place, this voucher was not even existing in this fridge, he gave out of personal. then when i call up to confront him, he say is right to return all goods in order to refund, which i agree. What i am not happy was, it was nt a package and wat does he meant by he can't refund w/o voucher.. those are just discount voucher. And the tear out one is $10 only.. We "yao kuee" that $10 ah.. The most infuriating thing was he say "since u know u are coming for refund today, then u still tear off $10 today, this is u purposely wanna take advantage. And if u really want that $10 disc, I can close 1 eye to give it to you de".. How, when this was said, I was very furious.. angry!!! How can a salesman talk such thing. So, my hubby & I immediately went down to Harvey @ 8.30pm with that idiot $10 voucher and show them the bloody face.. and get our $851 cash refund. So, Pls remb don ever go to Harvey Norman to buy, cos they r nt sure of what they have in w/hse & their sales man like to "talk big".. I think, they just wanna us to buy by promising stock immed. delivery.. DOn buy from Harvey.. That is my advice.

painful day

2008-02-02T15:40:00.000+08:00

Last nite Kagome & I went out to Suntec to shop for our ah lao's clothes. Suppose to meet VaL to go along, but she can't make it in time.. actually it was cancelled but in e end, Kagome wanna "break free" so we go.. I've bought a long sleeve shirt from "Crocodile" for my ah lao.. wah.. handsome lor.. Then Kagome oso bought 1 short sleeve for her SQ.. & bought a skirt/short for her "strawberry girl".. And thats our "victory prize".. Took a train home & wait for Kagome's SQ to fetch us home.. Reach home around 9.20pm.. so tired.. Zzzz..
I am also suppose to go for my salsa dance today, but my chest & leg muscle has been painful for a week, practically can't move too much.. especially my chest. Painful when breathe, turn/move.. but my ah lao went.. "he look so happy".. He smile when he walk and say he won't be home so early.. =.="..... He didn't drive so that i could drive out to go anywhere I like but I already told him I will stay at home.. So, conclusion.. U see lah.. Men is like that.. sigh.. -.-"
4more days and it be CNY.. don know what to expect that day. As mentioned earlier.. there is bound to have arguments on these days.. sianz.. Housework has not really been touch too.. Really too sick to move around. Hope by the "RAT" year, I'll be feeling better, stronger, healthier and wealthier..

Tired Sunday

2008-01-27T12:10:00.000+08:00

Its been 4days since my last posting.. so tiring.. Thur, I went Chinatown.. Surprisingly, there isn't much like last year.. Not as crowded as I thought it would be. In e end, only bought 2 packets of peanuts home. Thereafter, we went to Upp Thomson, wow! there is a lot of flowers/plants.. so we bought bamboos instead of "ying liu" Anyhow, it was still quite reasonable.. Yesterday, me, my hubby, Kagome & her daughter .. we went to hair salon. Only Kagome & I colour our hair.. Mine is red tone while Kagome's is brown tone.. Not too bad.. at least cover my unglam color.. haha.. thereafter, we went for our salsa dance.. Hmm.. as my feet is pain, did not dance too well and till now it is still painful.. sigh.. Once a while it must come back.. Sianz -.-....... Later on, I'll be posting my little bamboo pics.. haha.. nt too bad and see if I can get some luck.. Yo Ho.... :)

Chinese New Yr

2008-01-22T20:50:00.000+08:00

Yo.. This is my house.. haha.. Have not bought "Ying Liu" yet.. It will be nicer as to put near the window.. Last wk we went Pasar Malam at Causeway Pt and bought this little mouse at only $1.50 and paste it at my main door .. cute right?! Then last Sat, I saw this red cushion cover, it just look appealing to me therefore, I bought.. This is expensive cos is about $3.90.. "FU" in Chinese means Good Luck.. So I hope it'll bring good luck to me..
This week nothing much has happen.. just felt tired.. Yesterday I went to see chinese sinseh to "tui" my feet.. felt pain after Sat's salsa, I guess, I twist wrongly and twisted my feet. The sinseh was good and tough.. Wah.. can really "lau barg sai" but now I can walk wif ease and no pain.. keke.. Just hope everything Shun Shun Li Li and get over the CNY.. Tomorrow 4D ah.. Hope I can strike big big.. HUAT AH!!!

My House

2008-01-22T20:48:00.000+08:00

2008-01-21T08:47:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I really no like CNY. Every yr, there is bound to hv arguments. I see alot of my frens hv no such prob except me. As a DIL, I try to fulfil as much as I can, NY Eve shd go to MIL hse for dinner tats for sure. Every yr we did e same & this yr I would like to eat at my grandma pl. Every yr was been asked to stay but becos we hve to comply to MIL hse, tats why we did not. But last nite this topic was brought up again. Every yr I hv to run 2place which is my Grandpa & the other is grandma side. I normally stay 1hr at GP pl which is @ J/West & my GM which is WDL very near to my MIL hse. I suggested to go up MIL hse & leave in e noon thereafter go my GP hse for 1hr then GM hse for dinner and leave at 7.30pm to my MIL hse whereby all e relatives will still be ard, & shd still be eating dinner. Then He not happy & suggetsted if I find it so hard, then I can eat CNY Eve dinner @ my mum hse & Day 1 dinner @ my GM hse whereby he can go alone. I damn super piss off.. Why can't he compromise as in I already try my best to "qian jiu" e timing, y can't he just see e pix. Day 1 all e relatives are ard and if I were to go back on Day 2, who e hell are we going to "bai nian" No one is ard at all.. And to me, early mrng, I go up inlaw hse to "bai nian" is to respect her, In other aspect, I don see I've done anything wrong as in I try my best that I will wanna go up there as soon 7.30pm & this is where all relatives just start to eat onli.. This thing made me slept very late last nite as it reali pissing me off. And when I finally can get to slp, I dream of Val, I did not see her face at all, but she was at my living room going to kitchen wearing white shirt. And i called her, but she didn't respond and when I call her again, i noe she turn over but no head.. At this moment, though in bed I pondering to open my eyes as i sense a lite shining at my eyes but as I try to open I can't. And when I did, I shouted very loud cos is like as if been pressed down.. and tat time was already 3am. Last nite was really a tough nite.. How I wish every CNY is so normal like my other frens whereby they don hv to compromise anything... Sianz -.-

dancing day

2008-01-19T23:40:00.000+08:00

Woot.. reach studio at 2.30pm & saw some student learning bachata.. nice.. jus need to shake ass nia.. songs are nice too. Today was tired.. Learn how to turn is really a "xue wen".. not easy turning..and today we learn something call "suzie Q".. wah biang.. chim ah.. don noe how to twist.. the leg like "pa si kat".. after 5pm, my ah lao go dinner then I drive the car go fetch my mum go IMM, we shop for goodies and shop nothin for clothes.. Super crowded to day too.. Hummmmmm.... sleepy liao.. Good nitez... Sweet Dreams..

Shopping Friday

2008-01-19T10:28:00.000+08:00

Last nite, went shopping @ VIVO with my hubby. As I've been under medication, the side effect has made me put on a lot of weight. Therefore, I can only sought help from Tangs. WHy? Because, the size are bigger. If the side effects continue and I continue to put on, I think Tangs will also be out in no time.It was expensive. They are currently having this promo as in if spend more than $238, U'll get 20% off and I actually did but all are black except 1 turquoise colour. So pathetic to buy clothes so exp and yet all black. We shop till all shops closed which is already 10pm.. Wah.. I tell u, so tired and after that we felt hungry and went Yishun to have frog leg porridge. WHile eating, I felt a bump in the inner of my mouth so I knew there must be a blood clot. SO after eating, we went home, the 1st thing I did was to use salt to rub against the bump but who knows, it became worse. It turn to a size of a kidney bean. No joke ok.. it scared the hell out of me. My hubby also got a shock! In the end, he hold a torch light to shine at the bump while I use a tooth pick to poke the bump, and Ooze.. e blood came out and lots of it.. after rinsing, see myself in the mirror again.. there is still somemore in it, so i use another toothpick poke again.. Ooze again.. this time round better.. but inside all "po pi" ler.. by then when everything was done, we slept at 1am. My hubby wake up at 7am this morning to become "brother" for the wedding. Tonite, he will be going for the dinner alone while I drive the car back and find my mummy. At 2.30pm, we are going to the salsa dance whereby Gary will recap the dance step which we missed last week due to my flu. At 4pm, we are starting our 2nd level of salsa.. Yes!! Woot!! Yeah!!

Angry Thursday

2008-01-17T21:15:00.000+08:00

Sometime I really wonder why do we need to look at how other look at us in order to live.. Is others' impression really tat important.. What I am talking now is actually about my work place.. WHY WHY WHY???? Before office hour I can't even do things I want.. What rule is that.. I am listening to my IPOD (thru earpc) before office hour but I was told not to because "START WORK LE"!!! HUH? 8.40am onli.. 9am is my official working hours.. Wat's the prob? Then today I was told again.. I was asked not to leave on dot 6pm, how would other people think??? We are actually shorthanded but if I were to leave on dot people would think otherwise.. WHy must we think so much.. We are responsible of what we do isn't it.. Then another word came out "Our perfomance review is coming".. What has this got to do with I leave on dot or not.. WHY I CAN'T DO MY OWN THINGS BEFORE & AFTER WORKING HOURS!!!.. Its so sickening.. I am here to work not to sign my life contract.. So today I work till 6.50pm and my boss work till 6.20pm only.. Of cos they don leave on dot all the time but what I mean is why make life so difficult.. Even how I write an email/letter also have to be pinalised. Slightly more well versed in excel also another prob for me.. why becos they say, I confused them.. Wa.. I really have nothing to say anymore.. I got nowhere to vexed my frustration. Really what the hack.. I've been feeling very sad and lousy.. Don't know is it becos I took 2days MC, they super not happy but I am really sick even till now, I still have sexy voice.. the whole office can hear and will know I am sick.. OH, I am really so angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Busy Wed

2008-01-16T20:51:00.000+08:00

Hey.. Me also have ah.. Today, Flora went Suntec City and I've ask her to buy for me too.. woot.. Nice right.. Keke..

Today is my first day working after my 2Days MC.. woot.. Work pile up like mountain, email flood my in box with more than 50 incoming mails.. Wa lau, faint ah.. Then I got many Hot balloon in my body now.. but I "REN".. Yes.. 2 more days to go it'll be my weekend again.. Wosh... Salsa.. Yeah Yeah Yeah!!!

Cruise

2008-01-15T16:56:00.000+08:00

So sorry, is a bit too big ah.. anyhow this is the room no. I've stayed and the cabin I've sleeped last wk.. keke.. Beautiful sea & deck view sia..woot...
Tomorrow got to start working liao.. Sure got tons of work waiting for me & don't noe wat to expect from my dept.. Hopefully, everything is fine.. Still my ear is block & my sassy voice hasn't recover. Laze ard whole day playing PC/Audition, editing my blog.. haha.. Hao Ba JY lor..

My Cruise Cabin 9-11 Jan'08

2008-01-15T16:54:00.000+08:00

Slow Monday

2008-01-14T21:10:00.000+08:00

TOday, MC @ hm.. wake up 10.30am today.. last nite somewhere on my left, below stomach cramp.. didn't sleep well last nite. drag till 11.30am then go market buy bf cum lunch.. after 2pm, sleep again.. wake up ard 4pm, do cooking .. meat/potato & maize soup.. woot.. nutritious food leh... Then I gt Kagome to help me with this blog link.. guess wat, is her daughter who helps me.. Thank u.. Emily.. Can't help thinking.. wat are these young girls doing.. so clever.. way back out time.. we are so Toot.. haha.. another hours' time, got to drink my last dose of chinese medicine.. then sleep liao.. This med sucks.. every nite after drinking, I felt super discomfort till mrng.. Anyhow, I felt better today... cough lesser, mucus dry by half.. Eeeeeeeeeeee.... Er Xin.. keke..

Boring Sick Sunday

2008-01-13T21:56:00.000+08:00

Today wake up ard 10.30pm.. still feeling lousy.. went to Bt Batok .. urging to eat fry bee hoon.. then sold out.. went to another block to find.. oso sold out.. Super angry and hungry.. then in e end go to the kopitaim near my mum hse bought yong tau foo. eat.. After lunch.. Super lethargic.. so on e aircon and laze ard until froze msn me... but after tat went out for tea break at Pastamania for soup.. After that go hm again. Around 5.30pm.. my hubby drove me out to clinic to see doc to get MC.. but who noes DOC ask.. is it alright to give me 2days MC... WOOT>> actually yes.. cos I already took leave on Wed-Fri, Sat/Sun no working.. Mon/Tue MC.. faint ah.. Co think i "eat snake".. but no choice.. i really super duper sick.. cough like hell, sneeze like wat.. block ears, sassy man's voice.. kekek... After this, gt to drink chinese med & SLP................ zZZZ... tats my SUnday... sigh!!!!

Sick Saturday

2008-01-12T22:50:00.000+08:00

Bootie:- Today, I am suppose to go for our Salsa's last lesson but am juz too sick to go.. Called Gary last nite to tell him that I was unable to make it as I have cough since Monday. Initially, It was still not too bad but Wed, I went for the Malacca/KL cruise. On board, I felt worse.. Maybe the ventilation isn't juz too gd.. I sneeze alot up there and cough till those people staring at me like as if I am an alien.. haa.. On board, my mum, sis, hubby and I went into casino.. wow.. many jackpots.. but... didn't win any.. Tel u .. the food on board is fully paid.. even if u play in the casino.. a cup of cuppucino that cost $4.50 is also Free.. keke.. Really eat till siao..
Mon, got to start working but I still feel very lethargic, don't know whether I can make it to work or shall I take an MC.. sigh.. After Fri, I've nothing to look forward.. New Yr is coming.. got to slog hard to earn money to give "ang pow".... faint/sucks..